So I'm kind in a sad and tried mood and I feel like sick??? But its probably because I just painted a whole desk black (because I'm edgy lmao) and I work out for two hours, two days ago. I was told that I'm vvv talented at dancing and they want me to do theatre and do a huge show with a big theatre company because I'm so good?? I'm very confused because I took dance for like six months and was like horrible and no one liked me well because I had so many anxiety attacks and because I was so sad I really needed medial help but little did I know how bad I was, the dance place I went to was like a stone cold bitch it didn't care about anything except competing and wining but I stop doing anything by the time I start getting better at dance so I never was good at it. My arthritis is being a bitch now a days but its a price I'll have to pay while working out,,,,OK so like vampirexchild answered my DM or pm what ever you call it and that made me so incredibly happy but I did have a huge anxiety attack because you know there like famous and I'm like totally the opposite and I'm really awkward and not well versed so I feel like I'll say something stupid and make a fool out of myself ughh anyWHORE I'm totally a mess but my life is getting better besides being harassed by some user a couple of days ago well this is ponyboy signing of for now :'))
