Slut
Bitch
Ugly
Worthless
Bombs I am bombarded with daily
In association with harsh shoves
Dirty notes
And cruel glares
He said he'd ruin me
As if taking away the one thing I thought I had control of in my life
Wasn't enough
He told all his friends
That I begged him for it
He told them I left him for another guy
He said I was a lesbian
He told people I made him do it
He told them I bitched at him and hurt him
How can I tell anyone
Anything he did to me?
He suffocated me in his pillow
When I came over for dinner one night with his family
He shoved me in the bathroom and touched me where he wished
He sprained my wrist
Because I wanted to leave him
He grabbed my hair
And threw me on the concrete at the park for talking about school instead of his sex fantasies
I'd go to school and get hurt by him
I'd go home and get hurt by mom
I had no friends
He wouldn't let me see them
None of them knew
None of them know
He made my life hell
He took the one solid thing I had
People have the fucking audacity to tell me
I'm being weak
That I'm being a bitch when I want to kill myself
They want to tell me
Get over it
Maybe I should
But maybe I can't
