; Namjoon ;
Maybe coming here was a mistake. I just want to explain myself to Jin. I want him to see I love him and I need him. Why am I driving myself insane.
"Hey, why don't you both go wander the garden? You used to love that!" Mrs. Kim says excitedly. I hear Jin whisper under his breath but then smile at his mom.
"Sure, lets go." He says, forcing excitement. He's not changed very much. He always used to fake his happiness if we had a fight or I had upset him accidentally. He would put on a smile and lift his head up like he had no cares. I always admired that about him.
We stand up and make our way to the garden. Mrs. Kim always knew how to make a garden look like a masterpiece. It was dotted with benches, small ponds and beautiful flowers. I took in the aroma and smiled widely. I looked at Jin and opened my mouth to talk when I realised he was crying.
"How dare you." He spat. "How dare you leave for 6 years, turn up with a girlfriend and come to my house like we are still how we were!" He spat louder.
"Jin please listen to me." I pleaded.
"No!" He screamed as his voice cracked. "I won't listen to you. You never loved me, you never loved Hoseok and you sure has hell don't love that bitch you brought to the studio." He sobbed harder and my heart just sank.
"I was lonely." I whispered.
"Lonely?! Namjoon are you fucking kidding me?" He cried. "You left me! You didn't even think of long distance! You didn't even ask if that would be okay!" I never did ask. I didn't even consider it.
"Jin." I say, calmer than I felt.
"No!" He shouts.
"I love you."
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Betrayal | namjin
FanfictionNamjoon and Seokjin, young lovers in high school fall hopelessly inlove. They spend everyday together, soul mates in the making. Namjoon has to move away with his family and the last thing he says to Jin is "Wait for me Seokjin. Save yourself for me...
