I'm Caroline Martin and I'm fifteen years old. I live in a small town Cherrywood, where everybody knows each other. I study at school as every teenager. I think school is the worst place for teenager. It' s a place where you must compete every day, you must prove that you're "cool" and modern, that you know everything about fashion or sport or something else. For me it's a place to study, but... no! I'm scared. I hate going to school, I just fear that somebody will laugh at me because I'm not as beautiful as others, I don't do things that others do and I don't have rich parents who can buy me everything that I want. Sometimes I dream about life, it'll be cool if my parents have much money, I'll have everything that I want, I dream about big house or flat and about my own room. Yes room. I have a sister Audrey, she's twelve, and we live in one room.I hate it. I can't be alone, do things by myself, because somebody usually stay in the room. It's so difficult... So... about my friends. Actually i don't have real friends. At school I have two friends : Sasha and Juliet, but we speak only at school and don't walk together. I always spend my time with Audrey and her classmate and best friend Amelie. I really thought they're my best friends, but I even can't trust them and tell secrets or something else because they are too young for all this. One more friend that I have is Alice. We live in the one block of flats and we have met eight years ago. But I don't think that she's me bf although I can trust her.
And now something about my interests.I really like to play volleyball but I don't go to the club because I fear that everybody will gossip me. I also like to draw.
Now I can say that my the worst fear is when somebody gossip me.
