How do you love a singer A Zenix X Reader(editing)

Broken

Y/n pov
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had to leave Aaron's place and continue with my world tour, surprising it was almost done, just new York and boom done. Although it was awkward Zenix was still in the band, but I got used to it, although it still kinda hurts. But he didn't seem to care, he was always on the phone. So I'm guessing he just in this for the fame or money...not for me...Anyways concert time.
"HEY NEW YORK!!!" the crowd soon burst into cheers . "Why don't we start off with one of my most recent songs.." How do you love someone " While I said the song, I looked at Zenix, he just shrugged it off..

~PLAY THE SONG~

Mama never taught me how to love

Daddy never taught me how to feel
Mama never taught me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to heal Mama never set a good example
Daddy never held mama's hand
Mama found everything hard to handle
Daddy never stood up like a man I've walked around broken,
Emotionally frozen
Can't get on, getting it wrong How do you love someone?
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone?
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life,
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?I was always the chosen child
The biggest scandal I became
They told me I'd never survive,
But survival's my middle name I've walking around hoping,
Just barely coping
Getting on, getting it wrong How do you love someone?
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone?
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life,
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?It's hard to talk,
To see what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth,
When you've always lied How do you love someone?
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone?
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life,
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?How do you love someone?
And make it last
How do you love someone?
Without tripping on the past so far in my life,
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone....someone..

What Zenix was actually doing- I'm miss her, I miss her laugh, smile, even tears, she was the light of my life....I gotta let her know how I feel ...