What Hides Behind Unspoken Words (Ciel X reader)

2: My story

(YOUR POV)

    I wish I was able to speak, it would be so much easier to talk to him instead of writing on a damned note pad.
     'Father silenced me of my words when he killed my mother right infront of me. I cried and cried... until he finally hit me and yelled at me telling me to shut up over and over. He would hit me whenever I didn't speak to me.'
    I wrote on a piece of paper and slipped it across the table for the Earl to read. He grabbed the notepad and studied it, reading every detail I had to offer. His eyebrows furrowed as his eyes traced lower on the page. 
    I looked at him, noticing all of his features, one in particular. He had an eyepatch. I know he's hiding something, along with his fellow butler. And his butler knows something about me that I clearly don't know myself.
    "How tragic..." he mummbled under his breathe. I nodded and sighed through my nose.
    "Do you know where your father is at the moment?" He asked his monotone voice was soft. I shook my head a little slow and looked down at my nails.
     "How long has it been since you've seen him?" He asked leaning in a little. I held up 7 fingers and looked at him with a dull expression. He nodded and looked at me, he was probably staring at how gross and dirty I was.
   "Sebastian." His voice grew a little louder. From behind me I could hear the door click open and foot steps come in.
     "Yes young master?" His voice sounded a lot less harsh then before. "Please help Bb bathe and chamge her into the (f/c) dress on the chest in the room across the hall." Ciel ordered the butler. Sebastian put his hans over his heart and bowed. "Yes my lord, please follow me m'lady." He said as he opened the door. I stood up, bowed a little and walked out of the room as I followed Sebastian.
     Sebastian turned to me and looked at me "Do you know much of your past before the incident with your speech?" He asked. I focused on my thoughts and searched my memories I didn't know much about. I shook my head as we reached a door at the end of a hallway.
     "May I help you bathe?" He asked softly with a gentle smile.
      At first I gave a hesitated response. "It would be against my masters orders" he said with a small frown as he grew frustrated with my response. I sighed and nodded.
      He helped me undress and stared at the scars on my arm. I pulled away my arms and hid them from his sight in fear of judgment. "M'lady, where did these come from? they look dastardly." He responded a bit shocked but I could read right through the fake emotion, he  knew why, somehow.
     He left the room so I could wash my hair and my body. He soon knocked on the door and walked in with a fresh towl, a dress, and a blind fold on his face. "Here you go miss. Young master would like to meet you in his office again." He said and walked out.
     I dried myself off and put the dress on, it didn't cover my arms up fully. Shit...
      I his my arms behind my back and walked down to Ciel's study.

~~Ciel's POV~~
      When I first say her, I couldn't take my eyes off her boney figure and her bruised face. I felt bad. She was so beautiful. But her aura was much like Sebastians when he defends someone. But I shrugged that matter off, that didn't mean much to me.
When she told me about her father I got furious. How could someone so lovely be treated so poorly??
    Sebastian walked in while I was still in mid thought and looked at me. "She is in the bath. Young master." He stated. I nodded and looking at him. "Sebastian, did you noticed something about her. Like something pretty odd?" I asked him. Sebastian narrowed his eyes a bit. "Not in particular, why do you ask?" He responded. I shrugged "her aura is different. It is much like yours." Sebastian shook his head "I didn't feel such things." He said sighing.
    "Please excuse me, I must fetch Bb a towel and the dress." He said before leaving.
     I looked down at my paper work and continued to work on my papers.
     I heard a soft knock on my door. "come in"
      Bb walked in and stood in front of me.
     God she's so beautiful.