I am blind. My vision non-existent. I couldn't breathe and nobody would know but I still breathe. I can see through my dreams. They see for me when I cant. Though I live in another home my home I sleep in is not home but the home I long for is home. Sometimes as I walk through the streets the silence kills me but I have no choice but to hope for more.
I wake up in a small white room. I am strapped to the bed. I raise my head and see people in another room, a glass room. Watching me. I struggle at the straps and the write something down. Anger burns in me like a hot oven and I start to scream and struggle.
"FUCK YOU" I yell.
The doctors start furiously writing in their notebooks. I feel hot tears stream down my cheeks. No matter how hard I fought nothing worked. I slam myself back into the bed and a spark of pain slices through my body like a hot knife and I get thrown into unconsciousness.
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The water that is so familiar starts dropping on my head again. I smile to myself. I am sitting cross legged somewhere, but I don't care. Suddenly the water starts to pour and drench me. I gasp and cry out but more water comes down. I hear voices around me attacking me.
" recin eb"
" kcis ruoy"
" struh gniyrc"
" gninword mi ekil leef I"
" gnisufnoc os lla ti si yhw"
" ?flesym pleh I nac"
" yleterces em snrub regna"
" ma I neht regnorts tca I"
"stnuah llits tasp ym"
" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"" sraos llits tirips ym"
Just breathe. The strap will melt. Just play. You will leave soon. Soar taller then they want. They are jealous. Be more. See more. Don't be your own cage.
I'll try.
