Invisible Love

Chapter 15 - Going Home

Patties POV

I was walking down the hall to go check on Justin and I noticed Malia was backing away from the door and turning around she stoppped in her tracks and looked at me with sad eyes. We both walked up to eachother and I pulled her in for a hug "Hun whats wrong? Justin is all better and you guys are happy now you shouldn't be sad" I said

"I-i know its just that I went to bring him his jello and I saw them holding hand, I know, I know it isn't much but the way she looks at him I can tell that she loves him" she sobbed

"You know Justin doesn't love her...well he doesn't love her the way he loves you"

"Y-yeah" she slowly pulled away from me and handed me the jello "here give Justin his jello and tell him I went home....I-i really need my sleep..okay" she said with a sniffle

"Oh okay..are you sure"

"Yeah I'm sure I'll probably visit him later" she said

"Okay" She then waved to me and walked away

I walked to Justins room and saw Justin and Emily holding hands, I can see why she felt the way she felt. Justin looked at me and pulled his hand away from Emilys "Umm Malia wanted me to tell you that she went home because she needs sleep....oh! and she picked out jello for you" I said while handing him the jello

"Oh..thanks...um is she gonna come back and visit" he asked

"She said that she will probably come back later"

"Oh okay" he said looking down at his hands

Justin's POV

I was finally night time and I was resting from the surgery I had just come out of about an hour or 2 ago everyone went home, my mom begged to stay with me but I told her to go home and get some sleep.

"Justin" I heard a voice whisper

I looked towards the door and spotted Malia standing in the door way "Hi babe....I didn't think you were coming back" I whispered back

She walked towards my bed and sat in the chair next to me "Yeah I wasn't but I couldn't stop thinking about you" she grabbed my hand and held it

"Why did you actually leave" I asked

"I-i I couldn't stand looking at the two of you" she quickly said

"What do you mean?"

"The way she looks at you and laughs with you..i-it kills me" she quietly said the last part

"Bab-"

"And I can't help but think that she's dying inside because she can't have you as her own" she blurted out "and the way...the way she held your hand I could see the butterflies that were forming in her stomach" she whispered

By the time she was done I was speechless I didn't know what to say to her, or even how to react but kiss her and that's what I did.

I put my good hand under her chin bringing her face close to mine so close that I could see the tears forming in her beautiful dark brown eyes. I set my lips on hers softly, feeling her lips on mine, our lips started to move in a perfectly slow motion, Malia licked my bottom lip asking for entrance which shocked me because I'm always the one that licks her bottom lip, trust me in not complaining but I instantly let her tongue explore my mouth. She pulled away and we both breathed fast from being out of breath, she looked into my eyes putting both hands on the side if my face "I love you so much that t-that it hurts sometimes" she said

It killed me to know that her love for me was hurting her but the crazy thing was, was that her love hurt me as well.

I lifted the thin hospital blankets of my body and patted the bed gesturing for Malia to lay with me, she slowly climbed on the the bed and shimmied under the covers and set her head down on my chest.