The punishment

Chapter twenty two

As I was walking over to Hidan he didn't notice me I smiled and walked past me I felt eyes digging into the back of my head it made my skin crawl my heart was racing as I ran to the bathroom door closed and locked it while letting the happy facade fall as my tears fell I felt dirty horrible I took my clothes off and winced when they hit my arm my rib cage and my ankle before getting in the shower I took a bath since I couldn't stand for very long I made the water boiling hot and grabbed the biggest wash cloth I could find and started scrubbing furiously the water was over flowing as I couldn't tell how much time had passed the water wasn't clear anymore it was a dark rusty Color it flowed out in seemingly harmless clouds I sat there still scrubbing not hearing konans worried voice as she saw the little bit of red water slip through the door she screamed and started trying to open the door but it wouldn't unlock I finally came back to earth and realized what I had done my body was covered in blood some skin on my arms and legs was missing I looked like I had road burn all over I looked at the door hoping it wouldn't give in and someone saw this I balled up and started crying but no tears would come I also realized how red and agitated my eyes seemed to be I was crying without knowing I was I looked at the water realizing it was still running quickly shutting it off and pulling the plug in the red bathtub that was once white and shiny I looked at the mess I had made an felt ashamed would they finally get rid of me now? Or would they keep me safe for a little while? I didn't know but I was brought out of my thoughts when the door was sent flying and a flabbergasted konan pulled a blanket to cover my state and my indecency at the moment I saw the rest of the akatsuki look at all of the blood I tried stammering an apology "I-I'm so-sorry i-i didn't mean-" there was a film of darkness covering my eyes I realized it was my eyelids but they were so close yet so far away my heart was pounding as I heard the muffled voices of konan Hidan and deidara I saw Tobi in the door way his frame frozen as he seemed to be in shock he dropped his candy and started running I reached my hand to him but it wouldn't listen to me my cold and tired body stopped moving all together I snuggled closer to the warmth and fell asleep again....