{Baby Blue falls down} @Namjin

Chapter 23

-_Seokjin's PoV_-

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Its super relaxing, no lights, candles here and there( enough to light up the room) , warm hot water, and baths bombs. I felt so romantic, better with Namjoon.

Well, this is a bath, so i turn around, my back pressing to his chest. I was basically sitting between his legs, giving a good amount of space between both of us. I felt my self heated up, why did I do that?!

"Could you, maybe , was-" i didnt want to say it, im too shy, but i guess he got the idea.  He reached for a sponge and pour on shampoo on it. He then started to kiss my back gently,

" I wish we could be more" he whispered.

  Me too, i wish we could be more, but maybe, we should give it more time. You know i cant simply forgive what you had done to me in the past.

  I felt the sponge circling around my back, giving a good sensation.

After a few good moments of silence, I heard him speak up.

" Seokjin?"

" yeah?"

" We should do this more often"

I jump up. Waat

" You know, just me, you, alone" he said. I felt his breath trickled my ear. I was surprised, shocked and noticed.
  I turn my head to his direction and stared at him,

" i think we should do," i dont know what im doing but i was getting close to his face. And all out of the sudden, i kissed him.
I felt the 'PoW!' And 'I want more!' Feeling in my heart.
  I turn my whole body to his direction and wrap my arms around his neck. I felt his arms snaking the upper half of my body.

"I hate you Namjoon" i let out. I really hate him.

We broke the kiss, " why hmp?" He whimpered, " why do you hate me?" He kissed my nose.

" you make me feel alive, you make me have forget everything, you make me feel human" i kissed his soft, plump lips. He started to kiss my jaw down to my neck, "I think you should love me, the way I do, instead if hating me"

" I do, is that, I hate you so much, I cant stop thinking about you, "

" I wont ever stop thinking about you..." he said.

I started to get closer to him, body to body.

" Im sorry," I heard him say.

" for?" I said as I left a few light kisses before I could lay on his chest.

" I should had confessed to you, remember the first time we met? I was reading a book about the hitler, and you came up to me?" I nodded.

" And then, we suddenly become inseparable? And then, in 4 grade, i started to have feelings for you..."

4th grade?

" thats so long Namjoon, why didn't you confess?"
I was curious, do I really want to know?

" Because I was afraid you didn't like me, i was afraid i made a bad choice, afraid of my sexuality, i was so arrogant  that i had to be straight, nope, im gay af because of you,"

He rubbed my arm and kissed my forehead. Your welcome.

"I also had a crush on you, a longer one in fact, I never confessed because you talk to girls, a lot, so I thought you like girls. So, i started to be jealous, so I talk to guys. " i started to run circles around his chest, relaxing me more. 

" I know, I figured that out, babe"

Babe? Wow, i feel, appreciated.
Im finally being loved, i mean yeah, this is nothing compared to Hoseok, at all. This is Namjoon, the boy of my dreams, someone I can love, have my back, someone that loves me back.
Im so lucky.

Every times Hoseok called me a name princess, bae, baby, baby boy, etc etc...I ignore it, of course it made me flutter but thats nothing compared to Namjoon, making me all red and hot.

" we should start cleaning, the water is getting cold, "'I flashed him a smile before reaching a towel. I quickly got out of the bath tub and handed a towel to Namjoon.

" Your so beautiful, so fragile, your skin so milky white,"
All those things Namjoon said made me blush 193 shades of red.

" Stop, hurry up, lets start cleaning" i said. I was busy doing something so I wasnt facing him, but when I turn around, I immediately forgot that he was naked and so, I saw his thing, I turn around quickly, feeling embarrassed.

I felt him hugging me from the behind.

" Awwe, its okay babe, anytime soon, you'll love to see me like this"
I saw myself and him in the mirror in front of us. I wanted to stay like that forever. And ever.

Bloom, blue boy isnt blue, blue boy blooms a new color.

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A/N HOWS THIS!? This is cringy but it look decent