Chapter 1
How can you feel so lonley it hurts? Can you imagine that? What happens when a boy ruins it all for you? He brought you up... Then threw you down and stepped on you and treated you like you were a piece of dog shit. He has a reputation and you were there through all of it with him and his bestfriend.
Hi my name is Jessica Johnson also known as JJ. I come from a small town in Texas called Odessa. My dad got a new job and you'll never guess where it was.... Oklahoma yep i had to move from my country home to a new neigborhood just form my dads' new job. was I happy Hell No!!! I have a brother and a sister. My brother is 15 and his name is Jermey Johnson. My sister is 4 months old and her name is Elizabeth Marie Johnson. She has the brightest blue eyes and cutes aburn hair. My brother is mysterious and a bad boy. Bad reputation. Grey eyes that will make you shuder yet most of the girls swoon over him. He has a tall muscular build abot 6"7. Anyway back to me i have bright green eyes with raven black hair. I am short 4"3.. dont judge. I am not the skinest person but im not fat either.
First Day 6th Grade
We had gotten in late last night and yet my parents still are making me go to school. Its the beginning of the year so its still very warm. So i decide on a blue tank top with a grey cardagin denim high wasted shorts and my black converses. I went into my walk in closet and got my clothes. Then i went to my bathroom that was conected to my room and turned my water to hot and undressed and got in. The hot water felt great on my skin. I grabed my shampoo that smelt like strawberrys and washed my hair. After i finished my washing my hair i washed my body with rasberry pomegranite body wash and conditioned my hair. Since i was wearing shorts i shaved my legs and got out. My hair was next i got my blow dryer and straigtener and blow dryed ans straightened my hair. Then i got dressedn and went down stairs and got a bannana and some bacon! Ahhh i love bacon!!!! My mom looked up and said, "You look nice sweetheart. Are you excited for school today?" I looked at her and laughed. "Oh yes i mean since i wont know anyone because y'all made me move from my friends." Then i walked back to my room and grabed my phone. i saw i had 3 new messages from my bestfriends Calli, Rhiannan, and Kaylee. They all Basically said the same thing , i hope you have a good day. dont forget us we love you. have fun. I replied with, Thanks y'all, y'all are the best i love you to, i could never forget y'all. Kill me now! Thats when my mom yelled, "Honey its time to go. grab your stuff ive got Beth." Just then Jermey came running down the stairs into the kitchen and grabed a bannana. So i did what my mother asked and kissed my daddy goodbye and then went out to the car.
We went to Starbucks and i got a chocolate chip frapacinio medium. then My mom dropped me off at school first, i kissed her goodbye and told elizabeth and jermey goodbye. I had to go to the office and get my sceduale as i was looking for the office i bumped into a tall boy... My bag flew off of my arm and hit the ground along with my butt. I looked up to see the boy holding his hand out for me to grab. I grabed his and and said, "Hi im Jessica. Can you please tell me where the front office is?" He smirked and said, "Im Ryan, i'll take you there and then we can see if we have any classes together." He seemed very cockey and full of himself. So i just smiled sweetly trying my hardest to not slap him for looking at my chest. and we walked to the front office. Turns out Ryan and I have every class together... Damnit. When we walked in we were late so i thought that when everyone turned around and looked at us that was the reason. I appologized to the teacher and she told me it was fine and that i could chose where i sat along with ryan. so i chose to set at the back. You'll never guess who chose to set next to me.... Yep Ryan and some other dude. The other guy introduced himself as Hayden. I said hi and told him my name. but i couldnt help but notice that he also looked at my chest. God Damn what is wrong with these people. He was Gorgeous but Ryan was way better. Oh god i did not just think that....
