chanji: missing part

missing part

"annyeong baby, how are you there?" I lit the candle, i got myself comfortable, i knew i was going to be here for a while. 

"mianhae, eomma and appa couldn't visit you for along time. we've been busy with work and you're two little sisters. who knew having twins was hard. i wish you were here as well, so you can be their oppa whenever needed." i looked down. 

"and guess what, you may be an oppa but you're also going to be a hyung." i giggled, "you're appa is the busiest person ever, i don't know how he would react to the news." 

"i remember once, when you were always playing with your cars or at the park, the picture in my eyes wasn't complete, since you're appa was missing, the missing part in our family. but now, you're the missing part. it still hurts." 

my phone started vibrating. 

"oh wae?" 

"where are you?" i could hear the girls in the background, 

"eomma, can you bring home cookies?" 

"eomma appa nearly burnt the house."

i choked, "again?" 

"yah what do you mean again?" 

"remember when dahyun and doyeon we like 7 months and you forgot to turn the stove off?" 

there was a minute of silents, "ohh yeah, anyways, what time you coming home?" 

i checked my watch, it was 1.43 pm. 

"soon, but i would have to stop at the groceries for a bit." 

"arrasso, saranghae."   

"nado." the call ended. 

"well baby, eomma has to go but i'll be back very soon." 

i flew a kiss, "saranghae doyoung." 

i walked back to the car, looking back one last time at his grave. 

--

i was strolling around the groceries with a trolley full of food. "i'm forgetting something, aren't i?" i looked at all the things i had, "oh right, cookies can't forget those." 

i got the one the girl loved and payed for everything. 

--

"i'm home." chanyeol came running down the stairs. "i missed you." he carried me, "i was gone for like 3 hours." 

he rolled his eyes, "you could of brought the girls with you." he helped me with the groceries. 

"how many things do you need to buy?" he started to unpack them, "baby carrots, baby back ribs, baby corn, the girls cookies, wait a minute." 

he turned to me, i had a big smile. "why didn't you get me anything?"

i groaned, "you know what, go check if the girls are actually sleeping, i'll pack this away." i snatched the bag from him and pushed him put of my kitchen. 

i sighed, "how am i going to tell him?" i thought of ideas.

--

i got a blank piece of paper and started writing it out.

 i placed it on the bed, with a blue or pink balloon next to it. 

"girls we're going to chorong imo's place." 

we left the house, i hope this goes well.

--

"eunji-ah? Park Eunji? Jung Eunji? Doyeon-ah? Dahyun-ah?" i head to the girls bedroom, but they weren't there. 

I head to my bed room to see two balloons, "no way." 

i dropped my keys and grabbed the note from the bed. 

yeol-ah, 

you've done it 3 times, and you can do it again 

2 months in and your girl be slayin still <3 

i laughed at the last sentence. 

i signed, "i'm going to have another child." i felt happiness again, i jumped around. 

"appa, gwenchana?" i turned around to see the girls, "balloons!" doyeon ran, attacking the balloons, "where's eomma?" 

"downstairs." i ran, "yah how you you know tell me?" i carried her, i kissed her everywhere. 

"i did, i tried, last night, with all the baby food." i tried to remember, "oh that." 

she chuckled, "our family's growing." she nodded. 

"this is the family we always dreamt of." 

-- the actual end -- 

a/n: thank you to all the readers who read this book, it's so weird it's like i started this book yesterday and here i am, ending the book. 

i'll be publishing a new book, so please wait and support that one! it's chanji as well! 

April 14th, 2017 – April 24th, 2014