black magic | vmin

nineteen

bestfriend

hearing that word escape from taehyung's mouth really hurts him. it's so painful, it was worst than dying, no, he felt like dying.

jimin has been in his bed for days and didn't even dare eat, he would eat like just atleast a bite to an apple and a glass of water and that's all, he would spend the rest of the day lying, feeling sick, and crying. he always covers himself with his comforter and he'll make crying noises remembering his self that the taehyung they are with them now is the normal taehyung who prefer eating watermelons and play with its seeds and play overwatch 24/7 .

jimin misses his scent, his strawberry scent. that scent that send him falling for him and that scent he would love to smell everyday onto his sheets. jimin was so sad because now, he wouldn't get a chance to feel taehyung's warm hugs and his kisses. he miss seeing that pink onto his eyes and he miss that taehyung's world was revolving around him

he fucking miss everything about taehyung

really missed

at the moment, jimin crying again and he can't help but cover his mouth to not make any crying noises to wake up his hyung and to his dongsaeng, taehyung. jimin claw the sheets from too much pain and he can't help but lose his breathing all the way, he claw his chest and he remove the comforter lightly on his head to make him breathe. the sun was shining and jimin doesn't want to get in touch it, jimin wants to fall from the darkness. after several breathings he went back covering his self and he didn't realize there are sweat forming on his forehead, quite ironic because he was in an air conditioned room

jimin ignored those sweats falling onto his forehead and to his whole body, what matters for him is that all those pain, all those heart ache, he want to get rid of them all. he don't care if he die because of hunger or because of lack of sleep, he don't care. without even noticing he felt a hand rubbing his side, he kept shushing the younger and jimin was only there not minding his presence, as his hyung, hoseok was worried enough about his dongsaeng, jimin was his favorite among the maknae line and he doesn't want to see such view as this "jiminie, please stop crying you've been crying for days and you are not eating three times a day" hoseok uttered but all he could get as an answer was jimin's crying. on what hoseok observed, jimin never speak a single for the past few days, all they could was cry, cry, and cry even when jimin wasn't crying all they could get was a simple shake of head and sometimes a nod. it hurts hoseok's heart, seeing how devastated and wrecked jimin was, it was so awful. hoseok tried removing the covers but jimin kept holding them tightly, insisting not to remove it.

jimin hates his self, he hates his self. he promised to himself that he would be happy and normal to see everything back to normal but no, it didn't. after that night, jimin woke up his mind syncing the fact and he starts crying seeing taehyung back to his normal self. he hate that he was consumed by his depression and sorrow and didn't get a chance to fight it. jimin felt hoseok shaking him lightly trying to get his attention, miracle strikes and jimin looked back lightly at hoseok who was still worried at him, they stare with each other and hoseok can help but feel more heart broken to see how jimin changed within just a few days

jimin looked so awful, his hair was completely ruffled, his eyes have black bags under, his body starts getting thinner because of too much skipping of meals. a few days looks like weeks for jimin's torture to himself. hoseok almost cried seeing his appearance and he couldn't help but cried out trying to wake jimin up to his senses "jimin, you're not like this. what happened? jimin you've been suffering a lot, jimin please" he said as he tried pulling jimin out of the bed, it was hard to pull jimin out since his bed was high and hoseok has that small height. jimin kept whining and crying has he wants to let himself stuck on the bed, but hoseok got himself with full force and forcefully pull jimin down the bed "jimin you take a bath, whether you like it or not, you're taking a bath. you've been stuck for days in there without moving a single leg" he muttered as he tried assisting jimin all the way to their bathroom, hoseok filled the bathtub with water and splash jimin there, jimin sat firmly and quiet while hoseok was soaking him wet with tap water from the bathtub