*Focus*

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Meanings:

(Y/N): Your Name

(L/S/C): Light Saber Color

Word Count: 1278

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"You ready," Ezra asked

"Ready."

We circled each other till I made the first move. I bring my (L/S/C) saber down as Ezra deflects. He pushes me back and charges. Ezra looks like he's going to swing down, but instead he swings up. I quickly reacted and kneed him in the stomach. He stumbled back . I swiftly kicked his feet from under him and he fell, dropping his saber.

I pointed my saber towards him,"Again Ezra. I should be the one down there. Don't say you messed up, I've heard it over five times already," I said deactivating my saber and holding out my hand. He accepted it and brushed himself off. "What's wrong Ezra?" I asked. He didn't respond, he just stared off into the distance. "Ezra," I said placing my hand on his shoulder. He looked towards me. "Please."

"Why would it matter to you," Ezra said knocking my hand off his shoulder. "Because I care," I said, confusing taking over. "Well, stop caring. My business shouldn't involve you," he said walking off. "Ezra," I said. "Leave me alone," he mummered. I ran towards him and grabbed his shoulder. "Ezra I'm here to-"

"I said leave me alone!" He whipped around and force pushed me to the ground. Before I fell, I caught a glimpse of his eyes. They weren't the normal hypnotizing electric blue, they were yellow. I hit the ground. Hard. All the air was knocked out of me and my vision blurred. I attempted to get up, but struggled. I started to feel really lightheaded. I reached fro my com link. "Specter 7...I need help. My body is numb...and I feel lightheaded...outside the base...please help me..." My com link fell out my hand and I was taken away into darkness.

*Ezra's POV*

I can't believe (Y/N) right now. My business is mine! She doesn't need to know everything about my life. I sat down frustrated. My thoughts were interrupted by Kanan on the com. "(Y/N)?.....(Y/N)! Oh no, I've got her." (Y/N) hurt? Suits her right for getting where she shouldn't be. W-what am I saying? She was just trying to help. Now shes injured, and it's all my fault.

2 days later

I can't believe how long (Y/N) has been knocked out for. If I just didn't get angry, she would be perfectly fine. Those (E/C) eyes would be full of life instead of in darkness. I held her hand. I was so afraid of what I've become. "Everyone thinks I'm a monster," I say to myself. I gazed at her beautiful face. It looked so peaceful. I squeezed her hand. My eyes widened. I got a squeeze back!

*Your POV*

I squinted my eyes as they were met with bright lights. My eyes eventually adapted and I saw Ezra. He quickly got up and gently hugged me. I hugged back, but I then heard sobs. I moved away and looked to see Ezra crying. "I-I'm so s-sorry," he said stuttering. "Hey," I said wiping the tears off his face,"I forgive you ok? What you did wasn't the real you," I said holding his face. "Thanks," Ezra said smiling.

2 more days later

I got up and stretched my body. Kanan was finally letting me get out of this stupid bed. Don't get me wrong it's comfy and all, but when you're stuck in it all day, It's pretty dull. The only thing that kept me entertained was Ezra and his dumb self. He was there by my side every second he could. I opened the door and headed towards the cock pit. Once I opened that door, I saw Hera fixing the shield generators. "Hey Hera," I said with a smile. "Oh hey (Y/N). Glad to see you back on your feet," she says, returning the gesture. "Thanks. Hey, have you by any chance seen Ezra lately?" She paused a few seconds. "I think he's up top training with Kanan." I nod. "Ok thank you," I say heading out the door. "Just be careful up there," Hera adds. "No promises," I say walking down the hall with a smile. I sigh,"Hera's such a space mom."

I reached the top and saw Kanan and Ezra sparing against each other. Ezra's attention was now focused on me as I observed the master and padawan practice. He whispered something to Kanan and they both deactivated their sabers. "Hey (Y/N), how you feeling," Ezra asked shyly, holding his arms out. I smile at his gesture and gladly accept the hug. "I'm feeling great," I say into his chest. "Hey sorry to interrupt your little moment, but Ezra has to finish his training." I sensed Ezra frown when Kanan said that. I pulled apart and faced Kanan. "I can take it from here Kanan," I say with a smile. "You sure about this (Y/N)?" I place a hand on his shoulder,"Positive." I reach for my saber and hold it in my hand."Hera may need your help with the shield generators," I add. He nods and walks off.

"Now," I say activating my lightsaber facing Ezra, "You ready for your 6th loss?" He activates his saber as well and gives me a small laugh,"We'll see about that." We circle each other for which seems like hours until I make the first move. I bring my saber down towards his legs, which he quickly deflects. He pushes my saber back causing me to stumble a little. He takes this opportunity to swiftly kick my feet from under me. I hit the ground harder than I expected and let out a loud grunt. "Oh my gosh I forgot about what happened. I'm so stupid," Ezra rambled slowly backing away. " Hey it was a great move, it just took me by surprise," I said standing up. When I looked at Ezra's face it was filled with worry and fear. "H-hey, I'm ok. There's nothing to worry about," I slowly walked towards him. He continued walking back until he got close to the edge. I stopped in my tracks and stood a few feet away from him. I stared deep into his eyes that still contained fear. "You don't have to be afraid. You won't hurt me." He looked down,"You don't know that."

I thought hard about why he felt like this. "Why is he afraid? Why is their fear in his eyes?" Then it hit me. "Fear leads to anger..." I gasped,"Ezra what were you afraid of that made you become angry?" There was a long pause until he looked up and whispered,"I was afraid you wouldn't feel the same way." My eyes widened at what I heard. After I could comprehend what he said, I closed the gap between us and kissed him. He was tense at first, but then slowly relaxed and kissed back. The kiss was electric and filled with so much passion but was so gentle, as if Ezra was scared he would break me. We both pulled apart and our eyes met. "I love you Ezra and there's no doubt about it."

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<August 13, 2017>

I am incredibly sorry about my inactivity. Words can't describe how disappointed I am on how I have treated you guys.

With school now back in session it will be hard to get chapters out but I promise there will be at least one more this month

Hopefully you enjoyed the chapter though

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