Kidnapped by zayn

Chapter 15

So this song is from our very own(;

Chapter 15

"i figured it out

I figured it out from black and white

Seconds and hours

Maybe they had to take some time .. "

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I pour the milk into the mug and take a sip. I grab my phone and walk over to the table to take a seat with liam, niall, and zayn.

"Morning" Liam nods in my direction, staring down at some magazine.

"Morning" i mumble, no emotion really shown in my voice.

Its been three days since the accident where Harry caught me going through his notebook.

Hes ignored me since.

Three straight days he's dodged me, ignored me calling his name. He comes get breakfast before me and takes it to his room to eat.

We went to the movies last night and i was forced to ride with niall. I also had to sit inbetween niall and liam. Away from harry.

It breaks my heart too, i know what i did was wrong. I shouldnt have went through his stuff in the first place. I shouldnt have went in his damn room. Im an idiot.

I listen to the T.V blaring in the livingroom, nothing important but the weather for the next 4 days.

Sunny, sunny, rainy, sunny.

Spring time is always my favorite time of the year, and i despise the coldness winter brings. The chilly winds combined with low temperatures and snow.

Most definately not my favorite thing for sure.

The next thing the Lady on the news says catches my mine and the boys attention. Causing me to walk into the livingroom to see the T.V myself.

"17 year old Raygen smith who went missing over 2 months ago, is now reported as dead. Her bag, including her personal things such as phone, makeup, wallet, etc. were found in the woods 20 miles from her aparment. We have came to the conclusion the Young girl is in fact .. Dead."

I stand their stunned for a few minutes, not moving or speaking.

The boys do the exact same , they seemed as shocked as i do.

They base me being dead off of that lame shit? Seriously?.

Before i can catch myself i feel the tears roll down my cheeks as i break into hysterical sobs.

My parents, brother, lily, my friends, all think im dead. They all believe it and its my fault. I put them through this and now ive caused them heart ache.

Zayn walks over and hugs me, followed by niall and louis who has apperaed during this time.

Im shaking and i cant seem to catch my breath. I dont push the boys off, but i dont hug back either. I just stand there and let them hug me.

"I have to call my parents!" I shout after finally catching my breath.

"Huh?" Niall replys, pulling back from me with a puzzled look on his face.

"I have to tell them im not dead! This is all my fault and now their in pain because of me!" I sob more.

Liam walks over to me and sits me down on the couch, they all seemed so worried. Except harry, who is nowhere to be found.

"You cant Ray. Im sorry, but you just cant. You know that" Zayn says, grabbing my hand and rubbing it.

I sigh and do my best to stop the tears.