Ae Dil Hai Mushkil...💔

2. Zarurat...😭

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Back with the update.
Sorry for the delay.
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PS : In last update some got confuse that Raman knows that Ishita lives in Dubai. I want to clear it that he don't know anything about her. He is still finding her.

Here is the next part.

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye

Raman was looking out from the window. His view was blurr as his eyes were blocked by a liquid which he used to HATE. Ya this liquid is nothing but TEARS. He was crying. From how much time, WHO KNOWS??? But it really Matters..According to him, the Answer will be as simple as anybody can guess. Yes it is a NO.

Why No??? If a person cries since days, history proves that either something happened with him/her or might be he/she is repenting something.

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe

Something happened with him is not at all possible since the time SHE came to his life. SHE gave brightness to his almost non-existing Life. SHE became that light in his dark life. SHE gave him all the happiness taking away all his pain.

But what he did??? Nothing new May be. He did the same what a person do when he gets blind with money and power. The most EXCEPTED MISTAKE yet NOT EXCEPTED from him. Yes he did that. He knowingly closed that hole in his life from where the light came to enlighten his life resulting in again a DARK AND NON-EXISTING LIFE.

Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Hardum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

So now what is left if not REPENTANCE.  But this can't change the fact that he gave her so much PAIN that she....

He can't think much as he closed his eyes not able to take the pain inside. He wants to cry out loudly so that Wherever She is, She comes to him running. Because like this, HE CAN'T LIVE.

Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon inn andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafaa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ik sazaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

It was after one week of that interview, they were going to DUBAI for Mihir's wedding. Raman was not willing but as Mihir has only him as his family he can't backout from his responsibility. Though he did the same in past, but we learn from Mistakes we did in Past.

Raman was looking out from the plane's window. He can see the ground going far away. He understood what is the pain when you don't want to do that but you are FORCED by someone to do that.

How??? Yes like he is not willing to go but due to Mihir's FORCE he is going. Same way SHE also didn't want to go away from him but DAMN IT HE FORCES HER TO LEAVE HIM IN HIS BLIND VISION OF MONEY AND POWER.....