Only Hope

Part 3

Selena's P.O.V
When I kissed Justin on the cheek for helping me I got a weird feeling in me. I told Justin to not fall in love with me and he said " that won't be a problem" I hope so as we walked out of the shelter he took my hand in his hand and had a smile on his face which made me blush he really wasn't a bad boy with me he was sweet and chill which I liked and I could be me around him which I loved a lot. But I have a feeling when he is done with his work for his behavior that he did which I don't believe at all because I know it was my ass of a brother he never cares for me which I don't care for him because he's asshole to me and my friends. I went to my car and got in and Justin got in and he looked at me with his hazel eyes which could melt my heart and he smiled. " Justin um would you maybe want to come over to my house for a party." I was feeling really nervous about asking him that. " I would love to go Selena." That just melted my heart even more.

Justin's P.O.V
     When me and Selena walked into her house I was kinda scared because well he brother could beat the shit out of me and her father if he knew I was at his house he diss likes me but Selena's mom is really nice and caring and doesn't care that I'm over at her house. Selena took my hand and we walked up the stairs to her room at first I got dirty thoughts about what we could do in that room of hers but I shook it off quickly because she's not that kind of girl . She looked back at me and smiled and I smiled back oh god I love her smile it's so perfect wait what I only hang out with her for the first day oh god I can't fall for her now remembering her words she said to me earlier " promise not to fall in love with me" I can't fall in love with someone I just hang out with right but she makes me happy and she's so beautiful. Who am I kidding she won't like a bad boy like me. I heard her laughing quietly I looked at her confused. " oops sorry I wasn't laughing at you it was something Harper sent me." I smiled at her and I looked over her room and saw I notes which looked more like song lyrics I walked over to the desk " what are these you have on your desk." She looked at me confused then she looked at her desk and looked like she just saw a ghost. " um theses are my song lyrics I wrote I get bored and I write I guess I forgot to put them away no one really knows about it though..." I was interested now " can you sing them for me please." I asked I really wanted to hear her sing " uh sure I guess it might be bad I don't really sing in front of people." " I'm sure your not bad I'm sure it will be great." I took her hand in mine
  

        It's funny when you find yourself,
Looking from the outside, I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there, why did I let myself believe miracles could happen, cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care,
I thought you were my fairy tale a dream when I'm not sleepin, A wish upon a star it's comin true, But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth, when there was me and you... , I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singin, And when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along, But then you went and changed the words now my heart is empty, I'm only left with use-to-be's and once upon a song, Now I know you're not a fairy tale and dreams were meant for sleepin, And wished on a star just
Don't come true, Cause now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth, Because I liked the view, When there was me and you I can't believe that I could be so blind, It's like you were floating when I was falling and I didn't mind, Because I liked the view Oooh hoo hoo, I thought you felt it too, when there was me and you...
She stopped singing and I was left speechless it was so beautiful and it was amazing. " I loved it Selena." I  was about to lean in  and kiss her but a knock at the door stoped it all to soon we pulled away. " sells belly   there  you are." I knew that voice it was David " what do you want David." She said coldly with a glare and then he saw me. " Oh didn't know Bieber and you was a thing I would say to stay away from him but I don't care for you losers." I was about to punch his face off when he said that to her she had tears in her eyes starting to come out but I stop them with my hand and Wiped them away and she smiled a fake smile try to say she was fine but she wasn't. I got up from the bed and went to David and pushed him to the wall. " So what if I'm with your sister you don't  care to give a shit about her  when I do she makes me happy." I can't believe this is all happening in one day jeez " Justin" I heard Selena small voice from the bed I turned around and she pulled me back and slammed the door on her brother. " I'm so sorry for him he should have never came in I hate him so much no one cares for me except my mother and Harper and sometimes my father but not enough he only gives a damn about Davivd." I saw small tears come down her cheeks it tore me apart so I just leaned in and kissed her  she kissed me back soon after her lips felt so right on mine and moved in perfection I made the kiss deeper and pulled her more towards me on her bed and her hands went in my hair we soon pulled back breathless and smiled at each other. I soon went to get up to leave I would just walk home I don't live to far anyways I want back to Selena and I kissed her forehead and said to her " I care about you." And left her room.