My choice

Appologies

Still Chris's POV
I went back into my room and cried worried about her and scared she would do something wreck less I was trying so hard to read her but she blocked me out again.

Erica's POV
I finally hopped in my truck and went to a hotel and slept there for the night.
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I woke up remember all the pain I was enduring not just physically but emotionally. I was drained. I got in the shower realizing I didn't pack any clothes. Well looks like I'm going either home or shopping.
Huh home it is.
I stuck the dirty clothes I had on before and started for the truck.
I finally saw my parents and brothers again. Everyone hugged me and asked how I was and what I was doing and on and on. I was happy to announce I was staying home.
Everyone looked confused but I didn't want to explain so they left me at that.
All of a sudden a knock on the front door startled me. Smelling what I smelt. I knew who it was. Told everyone not to answer it. Mom of course being mom.
"Hi sweety, and who are you?"
"I think she can answer that for me."
Everyone looked at me and I glared at Jake with a death stare from hell.
I growled and bones in my body started to dislocate and relocate into other places as I turned into my full wolf. Reagan cried for me not to but I was mad and couldn't stop my heart beat. I started for the door where Jake stood and he didn't flinch. I tackled him and almost ripped his head off until I realized I'm not a monster. I'm nice I was innocent before these men ruined my life.
I ran into the woods.
I couldn't believe myself.
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"Hi mom" scowering my head to the ground.
"Um, mind explaining. Young lady."
Oh how I hated when she called me that.
"I know you hate it that's why I do it. Now EXPLAIN." She made me feel weak wolfing out on me like that.
" ok so you know my alpha Chris? Well he and I kinda well..." mom covered her mouth. " yea and he didn't tell me that he rejected his mate years ago because he and her family didn't agree eye to eye or whatever well they agreed every time they meet they do" gagging"... it. Well the other night he did IT in front of me with her and him both still in wolf form."
" oh my gosh he's not supposed to do that. It could mess everything up." Mom worried more about him messing "things" up instead me him messing me up.
" thanks moms nice to know you care about me!!" I said sarcastically.
"Sweet tell me more please I wanna hear it."
"Well I met Jake. He didn't let on he knew about his wolf. He made everyone. Including my ass hole of an alpha think that he never turned that he had no clue of his wolf side and when I finally found out the HE is my mate. Well that's when I found out he knew. So not only were they hiding secrets but they were very important ones!" Thanks Jake. I mouthed to him.
" oh and by the way, I Erica laneheart rosevelt reject you Jake Jordan Netherlands"
I seen the heart break in his eyes.
But i didn't care I don't want males in my life as of right now.
Reagan whimpered and cried and wouldn't stop so I went for a run to please her. She was still sad but she was bearable now.
" im sorry for hurting you earlier Reagan"
"It's ok. I know you didn't mean to bring me out"
"It's ok? I could've nearly killed us!"
"I'm so scared Erica"
"Me too rea, me too."
I drift off to sleep in my bed.
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I wake up in the morning only to find both Jake and chris at my bed watching me sleep.
" what in the fucking hell" I groaned.
" are you ok?" Chris said
" I'm fine why the hell are you two here I don't like either of you as of well right about now."
"We wanted to apologize" they said in unison.
Reagan got excited and wagged her tail but I don't know at which one.
"Ok ok. Whatever just no more secrets from now on. Not get the hell out before I force your balls into your throat."
"You can do that?!!" Jake asks. Then chris pushes him out the room telling him no.
I finally get out of bed shower and put in my running clothes and go for a run.
Of course what do I noticed following me.
The two dick wads that we're watching me sleep. I rolled my eyes stuck both ear buds in and ran faster.
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"Oh my gosh" Jake is breathing heavily " this girl can run."
Chris patted Jake on the back and bent over "yea I didn't realize how much she ran. How long ago did we loose her?"
"About an hour ago"
" hey I've seen that vehicle before it's!! HEYYY"
Chris's POV
When I realized it was her I was mad. It it was too late.
We were shot at with water balloons and silver pellets. Ohh she knew how to get under my skin. Literally.
I hoped she picked me honestly. But I just wanted her to be happy. I love her. Gasp. I l-O-V-E her.
Jakes POV
I was so glad to see her play around and get back at me with the pellets and water balloons. I won't keep anything from her anymore. I won't. I hope she chooses me
Erica's POV
I was happily playing again. I was still pissed at them both but I found it in my self to forgive them. After I hit them with silver pellets I felt better for sure. And then I heard something from Chris. But I wasn't sure I heard right. I had to make sure.
Reagan was happy when we saw them again at the house. She wagged her tail like a puppy would if she saw her momma.
"Had fun?" Chris said maybe a little. I linked to alpha chris.
'Can we talk?'
'Sure where?'
'Like this'
'Uhh.. sure I guess'
'I heard what you were thinking earlier'
I seen him turn white then turn cherry red.
He pretended to her a phone call and then glared at me. I knew I had to go.
We hopped in the car and sped off. Pretending to be serious.
Breaking the silence "so what all did you hear?"
"Aww the part where you got mad at me then I knew how to get under your skin." I laughed
He sighed. I looked like he was relieved but still worried.
" anything else?"
"Nope"
"Ok"
Making him think to himself for a while.
" oh by the way Chris. I just wanted to let you know. You know since" I was cut off by alpha.
"Get to the effin point ba... Erica.."
He went to say baby.
" I love you too!!"