my lovely best friend
forgive me
i killed myself
goodness, i just couldn't contain it anymore
i hope you'll move on
find a new best friend
one that will always be there for you
because i'm not here anymore
one that will bring you more smiles
because all we did was cry together
one that will make more memories with you
because all we did was rant and rant and rant
one that will cheer you up when you are down
because i was always down, except when we were little
don't forget our endless chats
or our
laughs when we were younger
or our
pranks when we were naughty ten year olds
or our
beauty makeovers when we were girly nine year olds
or our
scary stories we told when we anually went camping as seven year olds
or our
biking around the village for mpth times every night when we were six
or our
pillow fights in our sleep overs when we were five
or our
crying and crying when we were thirteen
or our
rants about that boy who broke your heart when we were fourteen
or our
rants about that girl who bullied me when we were fifteen
or your
talks and lectures on telling me to stop the cutting
or your
compliments that never seemed to work
or my
constant phone calls when i needed help
or my
pizza parties that i promised to have with you, but never did
find a new best friend
one who will have pizza parties with you
because, girl
no one loves pizza more than you do
and i never ever had a pizza party with you
so find a new best friend
who loves pizza slightly as much as you do
and you can have pizza parties
.....without me
i know deep in my soul that one day
you would be the oh-so-pretty girl
in our school
one day,
you would have a boyfriend that
you would truly deserve
and one day,
you'll get married
and have a child
i hope it will be a girl
tell your child about me, okay?
tell your child that her auntie daisy is watching over her
and she shouldn't be afraid
tell your husband about me, too, alright?
and don't forget to remember me
i love you so so so so so so so much
and i'm sorry, avery
- a dead daisy
