Some people say depression isn't a serious. They are wrong. The closest person you love can be depressed. They say they are okay or fine but they really aren't they just don' want you to now. They fake a smile every day. You don't see the signs. They start blocking them self from the world. They can't sleep or eat, you tell yourself it is okay that they are fine. you want to believe it but you cant yo only tell yourself that to make you feel better. "it is hard to focus on other people when you can only focus on yourself." when you try hard the more painful it gets.
Your friend thinks about cutting. she grabs something sharp and cuts to take away the pain. You tell your friend they are loved but that doesnt help. When your friends are hurt you try your best to help them not leave them. You never want to see your friends hurt. You love all of them. Sometimes they try and leave you when you help and the drag you into shit you don't want to be dragged into. Between two of your friends. One is accusing you of talking shit about him the other doesn't want you involved.
