Fucking poetry about my first love

kissed by fire

you made me feel the way i have never felt before.
you did many of my firsst times.

first harder touches. 

kisses.
many of them.

you kissed my neck and i felt like i was kissed by fire.
like the only thing i could feel was your warmth.

it burnt me out.
it burnt out all my feelings.

i loved you and i didnt kno why did you act like an asshole but now i know.

i acted the same way as you did.

is it your fault?
should i blame on you?
 because i was hurt hurt by you
and now im hurting other people
by the same way.

hard to say.

how you feel now?

after breaking me mentally.
and physically.

by breaking my ice heart and make it warm for a while.
and by kissing me all the time after you destroyed me?

you tore  me apart and then put me back together.
and tore me apart
put me together
and tore me apart
put me together

again
again
and again

what was it like?

fun? or you didn't notice what was happening?



im not afraid anymore about falling in love because i understood.