13 Reasons Why: If Hannah Was Still Alive

Alex Standall

Hannah's P.O.V.
The first time I saw you was at Monet's. My "friend" Jessica and I went there everyday after school to get hot chocolate and talk about life. I'll tell you why I put friend in quotation marks later. Anyway, one day when Jessica and I we're doing everything we normally do, we noticed a strange boy staring at us. Jess insisted that he was staring at me. But I knew he was really staring at her. He was alone. So we thought that made him weird. We strutted over to his table to confront him about being a pervert. We were joking, just so you know. We didn't think that we would actually like you. But the three of us ended being friends and continued our our tradition, going to Monet's everyday after school. Together. Until one day you didn't show up. Shortly after that, Jessica stopped showing up too. I was the weirdo now. One Wednesday I was working at the movie theater covering someone's shift and you and Jess showed up. On a date. It was extremely awkward and I was extremely hurt. One, because you knew that I didn't work on Wednesday's that's why you chose a Wednesday.Two, you could have told me you and Jess were dating. I would have been fine. But this isn't even the reason. You made a list. "The best and The worst." You said I had the best ass. And Jessica had the worst. She thought that I had something to do with the list and why you broke up with her. She confronted me at Monet's. Then she did what I never imagined. She slapped me. All because of you I had lost two friends at once. So yeah, thanks Alex.

Alex's P.O.V.
     I never meant to hurt Hannah. I wanted to hurt Jess because she wouldn't have sex with me. I meant "The List" as a compliment. But that's no excuse. Right?

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