The Lost Girl

Too Close to the End

Devon ^^^
Bailey's POV

Last night was amazing. We've only done a few times but it was the best thing ever.
I woke up to take a shower and turned to see Devon fast asleep next to me.
I turned on the water and began washing my body.
When I finished, I turned off the water and got out.
*BUZZ*
My phone
I grabbed my phone and saw a text from a blocked number.
He doesn't love you.
No one loves you.
You're ugly.
You're worthless.
You're fat.
Everyone hate you.
We all wish you were dead.
So do it.
No one would even notice.
You'll be going to hell you little slut.

I felt tears welling up in my eyes. Warm, wet, sad tears. I have never felt so much of a nothing before. Devon probably doesn't love me he would be happy if I left. I went to my bag to grab paper and a pen. I began to write my note. The note read,
Goodbye to all. Be happy now. My pain is gone. My love is ceased. No one cares, to love me so, goodbye to all. I'll be free at last. Jumping off the roof ends all me pain.
I quietly walked towards the bed and put the note next to Devon.
I walked out of the room and to the hall where the window to the roof is located.
I sat there crying taking in my surroundings.
Devon POV
I woke up to what sounded like tears in the hall. I get up to see a note next to me. Oh no, please no. I got out of bed so fast and started running to follow the tears I heard in the hall. Where is she? I turn in the hall and saw the window to the roof open. Please let me not be to late. I run through the window and see her stand there mumbling. I run over and grab her. She started screaming, " LET ME GO, YOU'LL BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME!", where would she get an idea like that? I carried her inside bridal style. When we got to my room I gently laid her down and placed little kisses on her lips. She was crying mumbling about how I didn't love. " Baby, I love you so much. I can't live without you. I don't know what I'd do if you weren't here. Please don't leave me.", she was crying harder she snuggled her face into my chest. I just caressed her back and said, "Shh... everything is going to be alright.", after awhile she stopped crying. "Baby, do you want to talk about it?", she nodded. She told me and I was so enraged I didn't know what to do. I couldn't show how angry I was because Bailey would blame herself and start crying and possibly try to hurt herself again. "Are you mad at me?", she said very low. I pulled her back, "No princess, I love you I could never be mad at you. You scared me so much don't do things like that to me." I said sincere and worried. I just held her not knowing what else to do. "I love you.", I whisper and hold her tighter. She whimpers and nods.

I wish she understood how much I really love her. She's my best friend, my girl, my everything. It hurts me so much when she cuts and hurts herself.
"Baby, we need to talk about this.", I said low. "Okay.", she answered, I could hear the pain in her voice.
"You can't do this anymore, baby. I love you too much to see this. You are so perfect. You have to talk to me when you want to do this I'm here, 24/7. If I'm asleep wake me up I won't be mad. If someone says something, I want you to remember how much I love and don't ever forget that.", I said I feel my shirt get wet from her tears and her snuggling me harder.
"No, no, no. Baby don't cry. What's wrong?", I felt so bad that I made her cry. "I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I'm such a bad person. I'm s-", I cut her off. "No kitten, you are an extraordinary person, that I love with all my heart.", she slowly stopped crying and I kissed her again and again to remind her how much I love her.