A/N: before carrying on the story, I wanted to share a lovely text he sent and my thoughts on it:
You are a goddess and it is a deep pleasure and honour to adore you xxx.
I feel like the sun in the sky hearing that I'm as a beautiful as a goddess. I can't see the beauty he sees in me, but now that others are giving positive comments on my appearance, I should feel more confident, however, the few extra pounds is making me highly self-conscious. and I really want to lose it. asap.
The last part of the sentence makes me feel so warm, happy and shiny. I still don't see what's so special about me, being very much ordinary, but hoping this becomes more clear to me in time so I can move forward in life more easily and quickly.
