There will come to a point in your life that you will just feel empty. In the middle of the night, still awake, crying because of some random thoughts just popped inside your head.
Some people will say to you that crying does not ease the emptiness that you are feeling that you should find a solution to your problem but they are wrong. Crying, somehow, can ease the pain.
To those bunch of people who tried to bring you down, but they failed. Just thank them, because youre strong enough to stand up for youself but they do not know that at night, you cry because of the frustration that you feel every single day you see them.
But, hey, they are just insecure with your life because you are living the life that they could not have.
When youre already home and your parents are there and its like they dont love you enough to care for you that much. Maybe you just thought that your parents don't love you enough because you don't seem to open up with them that much. Trust me they love you to depths.
Your friends that you hang around with, some of them are true but some of them are not. It's like they are always there because they need something and drop you few days later because you can't help them with their nagging shits.
Well, leave them. It is okay to have a few friends at least they are true. And before you kick them out of your life talk to them say what you feel do not be scared to speak up for yourself. Then, throw them out of the trash.
Then one day, you just asked yourself if you are still worth it. If you could still fit in this society.
It feels like you wanna give up with your life. But you are too scared to hurt yourself physically because maybe even an emotional pain can help you live with your life.
Hurting youself physically does not help you heal the pain.
Pray.
Talk to Him, He may not talk to you infront but you can feel his presence it's like he is saying that he will always love you no matter what happens. That those problems of yours are just a challenge for you to have faith and believe in yourself.
Give yourself a chance to get up from your mess. It will heal.
You can cry alone at night and then when the sun comes out give them a huge smile with that gorgeous face of yours.
Love and live your life because you are still young for you to frustrate with those petty probpems.
Bitch, you are one hell strong of a person.
Someone cares for you. You just don't see them. But they will always care.
Give them a chance.
Give yourself a chance.
You are worth it.
Please put a smile on your face and let the world know that you are unbreakable.
