I was sat on my bed zany was texting me saying how bad of a person I am for not letting him near me when I am eight months pregnant with his pregnant with his baby. Zayn thinks because I'm young I'm gonna struggle by myself especially being in little mix. I know it will be hard but I don't need Zain's help.i have the help of Alex my wonderful boyfriend he is so nice.we don't see each other much because I'm on tour and he is a footballer for arsenal.i slammed my phone down on my bed and went downstairs my mum was staying other to look after me so I wasn't alone in the house.i have been having really bad pains in my belly and it is really hurting I am so scared if it comes early my little cousin Lola came early at 7 months and she was very tiny she was in hospital for 2 months. Mum came in and gave me a cup of tea. I say mum i don't want it I am really hot I feel really sick I think the baby's coming it's been hurting all day and it doesn't help when Zain's texting me 24/7 I want him to leave me alone. Mum says pass the phone here I don't want you getting stressed over a phone it's not good for the baby. I sit up in a leaning position and say just leave it I need to go to the hospital it really hurting now. Mum says perrie they can't get the baby out until your water break. I say I know but I can't deal with the pain why do I have to push it out why cant zayn he deserves to get hurt by a baby coming out of him
