Matteo.

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Hospitals are the worst thing that ever happened to human kind. People come here knocking the doors of death and medical miracles save them! It just makes people hope.
Of all the people the Universe could've gifted me... I am glad it was you.
Hyacinth. My dearest Hyacinth.
He was the best thing that has happened to me. His loss was an infinite list of if's.
If we hadn't been on the train.
If we hadn't gone to visit my sister.
If I had protected him.
Only if... If I had only saved him.
I remember it crystal clear. The train crashed and all the impact was in Hyacinth's side, the windows. He got severely injured, the ambulance came for him. I waited. The doctor just told me that he couldn't save him.
The worst part was telling his parents. They were pitying his son all night. It was my fault. I killed him. I wish I hadn't brought him along.
After all the laughs, the tears, the kisses, the caresses... I have his blood in my hands. His name was as unique and beautiful as he was. Indigo is my favorite color, so naturally I loved hyacinths. His name has a Greek origin; I don't really know the myth. The only thing I know is it has to do with Apollo.
If only I could be with him forever...

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