Pathetic

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By: AwesomeNeonGirl


Dear Journal,

Have you ever felt useless, or used? I have. It happens all the time and every day. The people here use me. They use me for answers. All the time I'm used. They use me for my grades and there own gain. They don't care about me. They only talk to me for my work.They pretend to care about me. But they fail every time. They are afraid. They are afraid that if they lose my work and there unearned grades. They all fear failure so they use me so they don't fail. They all use me for there own gain. If i were stupid they wouldn't even notice me. They wouldn't even know my name. They wouldn't even realize i exist. Not many know i even exist. Some don't even really know my name, they can't even remember my name really. This is all sad really. It truly is. This is pathetic. It's pathetic of me and them. Pathetic of me because i allow this to happen to me. Pathetic to them because they are so stupid that they can't even do a little work for themselves. It's pathetic that this happens everyday. I guess I'm just completely pathetic. Oh well. One day ill show them the real me. They will see me as me and not see me for my brain.

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