This is a bit...ehhh. Its an abusive / love to hate type relationship hgnshdh
A smile spread across my lips, but then soon turned into a frown when I noticed the way Connor was glaring off in the distance.
"Connor..?"
He turned, and with a blink of an eye a smile was thrown onto his face. He took the others hand meaningfully.
"Yes, my darling?"
"You were doing it again." My lips curved down slightly.
He placed his hand on my cheek, and my body instantly flooded with warmth.
"Im sorry, my love."
Then, everything was okay.
I remember the first time we met.
We were at the bar -- i was escorting him out after he had beaten the shit out of someone.
Once we were outside, he twisted himself out of my loose grip, and he had pinned my small body against the brick wall. It was cold against my exposed back.
"Let me go!"
He smirked and i felt his lips brush against my ear.
"Uhm, no."
His breath only smelled faintly of booze as his lips attacked my neck rather roughly, causing me to cry out in pained pleasure.
His hands had traveled down to my inner thighs where he squeezed and ghosted his fingers up and down. And, god, did i love it.
His actions were cut short soon enough.
"Sivan! Get your ass back in here!"
I tilted my head back.
"I have to go. "
He gave me his number and i went back to work, breathless.
We went home, and i lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling.
TRIGGER WARNING HGNSHDHDB TRIGGER WARNING BITCHES
(Jk i love u all)
"Where the fuck have you been, connor?!?!" I felt tears start to race down my cheeks. I had waited up for him till 3am. It was now 3:17.
"Why the fuck does it matter to you?" His words slurred as he pointed a long, shaking finger at me.
"I CARE about you connor! For fucks sake, you could have died. Been arrested. You could have been out fucking some other whore---"
"No babe. The only person i wanna slam DuNk is you."
He sat down next to me as he ran his hands all over my body.
They weren't as soft and careful as normal. They were rough and drunk and hurtful. I pushed him away.
"Connor no..."
I stood up and started walking up to bed. He pinned my body against the wall, and i felt as he gripped tighter, leaving bruises.
"Listen, whore, youre going to let me fuck you. Dont whine or deny it sweet cheeks, it will just hurt more."
His hands started tugging at my clothing, and i cried out. "Connor!!!"
I sat up and untangled myself from him. He now only treats me with care. But i cant stand him when hes drunk, kicking me around, bruising my arms...
I walked quietly down the steps, pouring myself a drink. I sipped angerly, and then felt a sudden weight on my shoulders.
"Baby its late."
I pushed past him and walked over to the couch. He sat next to me as he pulled me into his lap.
I sighed angrily and roughly bit onto his neck. He gasped and started tracing patterns into my back, small grunts falling past his closed lips.
"I fucking hate you," i growled out, letting him slip my shirt off as his came off as well. I moved my hips against his roughly, and he moaned loudly suddenly.
"I love the way you treat me, oh i really do!"
He and i undressed and i was sat on his cock.
"Troye--"
I sunk down on him quickly, moaning out. "I cant stand it when you beat me up in your drunken state."
I slammed down onto him. "Daddy-!"
He had his head tilted back in pleasure as i quickened my pace.
"You leave my skin bruised for days, days i tell you!"
I moaned louder as he thrusted his hips up to meet mine.
"Oh god- fuck.. But you know what? I enjoy it- i enjoy it all."
I felt as he came into me, his warmth filling me up to the brim. I moaned out a 'daddy' as i quickly followed with an orgasm.
He picked me up and drew me a bath, placing in my favorite bath bomb.
"Im sorry baby."
"I love it connor. I love you."
Okay so its saturday ikik pls dont kill me but like i ljterally wrote this (not edited btw) at 12am and mmmmm idk bout this one
Ill b back next friday loves
AlSo a wee bit self promo but PLEASE go read "Roses" i have some AMAZING ideas for it (and anoter book so expect 'birthday boy' out soon yo) and im just IN LOVE with how its coming along!!!!
Xxx ashton
