welp i just had a shit day and i don't even know why just all the sudden i wanted to sent a bullet im my head i was outside and all the sudden i wanted to die so cuz of that i was acting like the stupid,worthless bitch that i am god i wanna die but one good thing is that there is a dance on the 10th so im not gonna kill myself still i wanna but im gonna go now so... yeah time to try to not kill myself yay -_-