The Other Women

Hearts

January 1st 2017 6:00pm
So it's been about 3 months and I still can't get this boy named Jake off my mind. He has a girlfriend but we text everyday. He's my best friend I love him to death.
I haven't been talking to Kyle much, I only say hi to him in the morning and leave. There's still a little part of me that draws me to him for some reason... He's different... He's dangerous.
Why would I think he's dangerous you may ask, well let's just say he's totally off limits. He dated my family friend Kayla. I've known Kayla since I was 3. Our family's are basically the same. He's not that important to me he's just a friend who cares if he's off limits.
I'm a week into winter break spending it at my grandmas house, having my nightly talk with jake.
None of my friends like jake. Our text messages towards each other are us always talking about hypotheticals. If we were dating, places we would go if we were dating, and basically things that if you found text messages like these you would instantly dumb your boyfriend... I was a fool....
I was just relaxing on the couch watching a movie when I get a call from Jake
"hello?" I say
"Um Taylor can I talk to your for a second..." He sounds scared
"Yeah sure is everything okay?"
"So you know how we have been talking to each other lately.... Is that bad?" He says
"Well now that I think of it... Yes I wouldn't be happy if I were your girlfriend and I found our texts" I say pretending like I just realized that this was bad. I know it's bad but my love and lust for him was too strong, I was in too deep.
"Goodbye..."
"What?! What? Jake? Hello....."
He hung up on me... And never spoke to me again...
I was heart broken. Yes I understand why he would want to distance himself from me but it got to a point where... It was just rude. He knew how much I loved him. I was hurt.

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8:00pm that night
Still trying to digest the fact that Jake is gone I buried myself in blankets and was in the middle of a Netflix binge watching, and binge eating marathon.
*ding*
What? Could this be a real human being contacting me?! No one has put out any effort over the break to talk to me so this must me important. I grab my phone off the coffee table in front if me to see who it is.
Instagram: KyleKitch45 has sent you a message
Wow Kyle has a Instagram?! He seems like the kinda guy who doesn't even know how to use it properly.
KyleKitch45: Hey add me on snap
Oh... I thought this was gonna be important and it's just Kyle.
Tayabugs= Um okay?
I find it kinda strange that this boy I barley know is trying to message me. We barley talk and we only say hi to each other every now and then because Victoria makes us. One day before school I was with Kyle and Victoria and he couldn't stop talking about weed. I think he was just trying to piss Victoria off but it's obvious he's not my type of person. He a foot ball player around 6''3' tall and not that good looking. He's kinda like a pug.... So ugly it's cute.
I added him on snapchat and we started talking.... Little did I know what I had in store for me from this boy.
We started playing truth or dare that night and well.... This is how it went
Tayabugs: t or d
Kylekitch45: t
Tayabugs: What was your honest opinion about me when we met
Kylekitch45: well.
Tayabugs: what?
Kylekitch45: I'm gonna tell you but don't tell me girlfriend please
Kylekitch45: <3 <3 <3
To be continued....