Love Diary

Chapter 3

Dear Diary

He is so amazing today in class. He was so sweet, i just wish he was always sweet. He gave everyone an invite to his birthday party and when he handed it to me our eyes locked, it was like he was pleading me to come.

Love from Soph

Its been a week since Chases party and i have a birthday party to attend today, but after last weeks party i just dont know if i can. Alex has given out the invitations a while a go and i was looking forward to see what type of party Alex throws but, after seeing him with that blonde i dont even know if i still want to go.

"I know what ya thinking Soph" Jazzy says "But you are coming to this party weather you want to or not"

"But seeing him in class had hurt all week Jazzy" I say "This pain of wanting him but not having him, it hurts"

Jazzy comes up and hugs me, her hugs are the best i swear.

"Oh Soph hun, I wish you'd just know what i know" she whispers.

"What do you know that i dont know?" I ask her.

"You'll see when the time comes"

After the sob feast and pouring my heart out, me and Jazzy are dressed in awesome party outfits. I'm wearing a short dress thats just the right short ness and hugs my figure nicely. Jazzy is wearing a dress which is short in the front and long at the back, which hugs her figure perfectly. My dress is aqua bluey green, and Jazzys dress is blood red. The party is themed masquarade, so we have masks which match our dress. After putting the masks on we head to Jazzys Car.

"Ryan I have my key on me so if need be lock the door" I shout out to Ryan as we exit the house.

We drive there in silence, having the comfort of each other being enough.

As we drive up to his street there are already loads of cars parked everywhere, a few blocks down Jazzy was able to find a car park and there we walked to Alex's place.

We walk in to the house and there were soo many people, more so then at Chases parties, so me around so many people i dont know, is not that great right now. Especially with the pain thats in my chest from this stupid heart break. So i make my way to the kitchen where hopefully there's food, of course i also brought Alex a present the day he gave me the invite, so thats in my purse waiting to be given to him.

Entering the kitchen all i see is one person there with a mask, by looking the persons body, it was defiantly a guy.

"Ah do you know where the food is?" I ask him.

"Um yeah its where everyone is, but i have a feeling its all been spiked so you can eat something from the cudboards" He says, his voice is so fimiliar.

"Ah cool, thanks for the tip" I say going to the cudboard "So why are you here instaed of out there?"

"To crowded, i didn't really think it would get this crowded but when you invite the whole school then of course itd get crowded, all i really wanted to do was talk to this girl that i really like" He says, im guessing hes lost in his own thoughts but i let him carry on with his tangent. "Like shes really pretty but i think i really stuffed up a week ago at a party"

Oh he was at a party a week ago too.

"Oh really, what party?" I ask, i wanna know if its the same party and the more he talks i feel like i could listen to him constantly.

"This Chase dude, and to be honest Chase is this girls friend, and shes amazing with kids, shes in my class and everything, but i dont have the courage to talk to her, the only time i ended up actually saying something that had nothing to do with class was while i was fucking another chick, Like who the hell does that? And when she left, i ended up getting off this chick and going home, i don't even know if shes even gonna come to my birthday party. Today was gonna be the day i would tell her i wanted to be friends, but i fucking stuffed up, i stuffed up bad"