Fix me up (Grell x William)

Chapter 3

William never left me alone after that. It was a bit strange. I suddenly ended up with lots of me around me, and I wasn't sure I liked it. I know for a fact that Sebastian didn't like it. Walking in from work, I was singing happily. Nothing too dramatic, just some little songs that I had picked up from work; like Tom the piper's son. Sebastian grabbed my arm from behind, which made me jump.
'Sebby, you shouldn't sneak up on people. It is rude to scare a lady you know.' I said unhappily. He pulled me close.
' I am done for today' he spoke and licked my ear suggestively. I giggled at his childishness.
'Does that mean we get to have fun?' asked I, he nodded and lifted me over his shoulder. He had a dark smirk plastered onto his face.
'I can count on it.'

What me and Sebastian did, can not be classed as fun for my end. He tied me to the bed, which can be seen as kinky, but then he started to cut me with cutlery. His words were "If I catch you with them men again, they will die and you will be punished." It is kind of terrifying because I love talking to the men at work. The next day I tried to avoid my friends as much as possible. Honestly, it was the hardest thing I had ever done- avoiding them. Everyone that came to talk to me, I had to walk away from. In the end I just had a breakdown. I sat at my desk with my head in my hand; I couldn't breathe and tears were pouring out of my hands. It was obvious that someone would have noticed, but I was hoping it was someone that I didn't know who came up to me. I don't get my wishes though, Will came up to me. He put his hand on my shoulder.
'Grell...' he said. I smacked his hand off my shoulder and stood up and left, but I soon ran in when I saw Sebastian.

Sebastian was in the middle of town with a woman. I didn't know who she was, nor did I care. It is clear to say that my heart broke. However, I wasn't upset. I was just angry. Angry at Sebastian because he has the nerve to tell me to stay away from men, then I catch him kissing some hoe. I ran back into the building and into the women's toilets. Not caring that I would have to pay for it, I punched the mirror and it smashed. My hand bled as the broken shards cut me. I let them bleed and I fell to my knees. Obviously my sobbing could be heard through the toilet door, because when I left William was standing there and he hugged me. He held me close.
'Mr Michaelis knows that you caught him.' William said. Was that supposed to console me? Because that was not comforting to hear at all. 'Grell... I want you to know that I am here for you. You can come to me and I will listen to what you have to say and, if I can, I will try to help you.' That was the exact thing that I needed to hear. It was just strange hearing it come from Will. He has always been so uptight, I think that this is the first time he ever opened up to me.

I waited in Will's office for him to finish work, and when he did he took my hand. His words were "I will take you home" but he never took me back to the Phantomhive's. He took me to my old house, the one I lived in before I married Sebastian. Will invited himself in and sat down on the red couch. I sat with him and before I knew it, I was kissing him. It was me doing the cheating now. It was strange for me, William was the first man I ever had a crush on and now I was making out with him on the couch. Well we did more than making out, but I can tell you that I did not have sex with him! I didn't return home to Sebastian until the morning. Will gave me the day of work, and he offered to spend it with me but I didn't let him. I should have let him. If i had, I wouldn't have had to return home to the angry Sebastian.

I opened the door and walked into the estate. Ciel looked at me and scowled. He spoke to me, and it was the first time he talked to me without patronizing me.
'I would have thought that after you caught Sebastian you wouldn't return again.' He said. Okay, that was a bit condescending, but that wasn't the full conversation.
'I live here, and I can forgive Sebastian because I love him.' I told him. Did I love him though? If I loved him, would I have cheated on him?
'I know you live here, I just thought... With Sebastian kissing that woman... You know...'
'No I don't know. Care to elaborate?'
'Well I thought you would have been a crying mess and wouldn't return. I thought I was going to have to force Sebastian to make sure you were okay to try and get you back here.' He said. What is it with everyone being out of character these past few days? First Sebastian is yandere, then Will is loving and now Ciel is caring. What is next? Ronald saying he's decided to become asexual?
'Why would you want me back?' I asked. It is strange to be wanted by Ciel.
'Because... I have only just gotten used to you being here and you would have gone.' I shrugged to his response and went to do my "normal" activities around the estate- you know staying laid on the couch doing nothing. It was something I needed right now.