Photograph {TaeKook}

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When it gets hard...

You know it can get hard sometimes.

It is the only thing that makes us feel alive.

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"ARGH!" Taehyung shouts in his most frustrated voice.

"FUCK. FUCK. FUCK! ARGH!" He shouts again with all his might.

"Why did I do that..." He whispers to his self as he kneeled down on the ground with tears rolling down his cheeks uncontrollably.

"ARGH!" He screams one last time with his head looking up at the clear night sky. His fists balled up in too much anger.

"I love him. Please... Give him back to me, Lord." He cried and cried towards the sky eventhough his vision was already blurred by his tears that doesn't plan on stopping anytime soon.

"I know I was stupid for leaving him... But please... Give Jungkook back to me, Lord." He cries out in a pleading shout. "JUNGKOOK!" Now he doesn't have his self under control anymore. He cries out more and more for Jungkook.

"I'm so sorry, Jungkook..."

His brother and his other bestfriend just can't help but look at him from afar. They are currently on a hill on the far side of Seoul. People don't usually come here. But this is Taehyung's only safe haven. Taehyung's only refuge ever since he left Jungkook.

"Jungkook, I'm so sorry! Hyung is so so sorry... I really love you. Please forgive me..."

Leaving Busan was a really hard decision, but Taehyung just had to. He just has to...

"Namjoon, I can't keep on seeing him like this. I hate seeing our Taehyung like this," Seokjin says as tears started blurring his vision. "I can't keep on seeing my little brother like this. He doesn't deserve any of this."

Namjoon looks down at his boyfriend and sighed. He sat down beside Seokjin on the grass and hugged him. "Me too, hyung. I hate seeing Taehyung like this. He does a really great job at hiding his real emotions through the whole year. But at the end of every single year, he just can't help it and let all of it out. It must be really hard for him throughout the years."

"Namjoon, I don't want to see him like this anymore."

Namjoon lets go of his boyfriend and stares at him for a few seconds then says in a serious voice, "We know that won't help him, hyung. He doesn't need anyone else. He needs his bestfriend. His lover."

Before Jin could even open his mouth, Namjoon added, "Hyung, we've already talked about this. If you want Tae to get out of this misery, we have to bring them back together. That's the only way. It's been eight years, hyung. But he still can't get over his dongsaeng. That's true love, hyung. He doesn't need anyone else, he only needs him. And no one else. Just Jungkook."

At the end of his sentence, he smiled at Seokjin. Who in return, smiled back at him. "Okay. Let's do that, Namjoon." He leaned forward and hugged his boyfriend. Namjoon hugged him back after a kiss on the forehead.

*

"Hyung, I think he's done." Namjoon nudges Jin's shoulder two or so hours later. The older jerked up from his position, he was leaning his head on Namjoon's shoulder and he was already half-asleep when Namjoon nudged him.

"What- Huh? Oh." Seokjin laughs out of embarrassment. "He probably is. Let's go get him."

He stood up and started walking towards his younger brother who was sitting on the snow-filled ground with his back hunched forward. His head was hung low and he was still sniffing.

Seokjin kneeled down beside Taehyung and wrapped his left arm around his shoulders, "Tae, it's getting late. Do you want to go home?"

Taehyung was a little surprised when he felt his hyung's touch, but nodded nonetheless, "Y-yeah," he croaked. Seokjin smiled and stood up.

Namjoon helped Taehyung stand up and Tae smiled apologetically at his two hyungs, "I'm so sorry, hyungs. I ruined your Christmas again. I'm so sorry," he looked down at his feet and fiddled with his fingers.

"No, it's alright, Taehyung." Namjoon says after chuckling. "Hyungs are always here for Tae when Tae is in need. Don't worry, Tae."

Seokjin pulls Taehyung in for a hug, "Always remember that we are always here for you, Tae. We will always be here to listen to your problems and we are very happy to be of help."

Taehyung smiles as he hugged his brother back, "I'm so lucky to have you two as my hyungs. Thank you, Seokjin-hyung, Namjoon-hyung."

And with the mention of his name, Namjoon quickly joined the hug with an enthusiastic, "Group hug!" Earning soft giggles from Seokjin and a loud and content laugh from Taehyung.

As the two older men hugged the life out of the youngest, Taehyung looked up at the sky and stared at the stars.

He remembers confessing to Jungkook under the same sky. He remembers confessing his undying love for his childhood bestfriend who was always there for him. He remembers how sweet Jungkook tasted the first time they kissed under the beautiful starry night sky.

Jungkook.

Taehyung closed his eyes and remember how Jungkook looked like the moment he confessed.

The way Jungkook's eyes sparkled under the light of the shining moon. How beautiful Jungkook looked like when his lips tugged up into a warm and loving smile. A smile so heart-warming, it melt Taehyung's heart more and more.

Taehyung smiles at the memory.

Then he started tearing up again, but he quickly wiped his tears when Seokjin pulled away to glare at Taehyung for crying again.

But then his gaze softens when he sees Taehyung wiping his tears and smile a million-karat smile, "Just kidding, hyung." Then he laughs genuinally.

Seokjin and Namjoon look at each-other then smile at Taehyung.

'He's been through a lot. This kid deserves true happiness,' Seokjin thinks.