Dark Alarms || kth

-prologue-

I take my last breath.

''This is it. This is the end. I'll be free. Everything's gonna be fine,'' I whisper to myself.

I tiptoe on the edge of the roof, squeezing my eyes shut.

What the hell am I doing?

I open my eyes and look down, feeling sick because of how high up I am. I can feel the sweat drench my skin, the throbbing of my own eyes, the ringing screams vibrating in my ears, and the thumping of my heart against my chest. My fingers are curled into a fist, nails digging into my palm making crescent marks. I can't hear my rapid breathing, but I can feel the oxygen flooding in and out of my lungs.

I want to breathe in more oxygen in preparation for whats to come but I know there's no use anyway. I lean forward, before I suddenly feel a strong grip on my arm that pulls me back.

Seriously?

I just gave myself the guts to do it and someone comes and stops me. I try getting out of the persons grip, but whoever it is, is strong. I give up fighting and turn around, only to be face to face with - Kim Taehyung?

Kim Taehyung....

''What the hell are you doing?!'' he shouts, easing me down onto the ground slowly.

I don't know what to say, before I feel a sudden rush of anger mixed with pain.

''Trying to get away from you! From everyone, everything!'' I bite my tongue, trying to hold the tears that threatening to leave my eyes.

''Hey, hey. It's okay. Talk to me.'' he says in a soft, calm voice looking me in the eyes.

He caresses my cheek and I tense instantly at his touch, moving away.

''D-don't touch me! P-please... don't!'' I cry, walking backwards before dropping to my knees and leaning against the hard wall.

The tears burst forth like water from a dam, spilling down my face. I feel the muscles on my chin tremble like a small child. My eyes are burning and my chest feels heavy, I can no longer see clearly. I hide my tears beneath a blanket of my hair. I want to speak, but it's as though someone is choking me. The world turns into a blur, and so does all the sounds. The taste. The smell. As if everything is just gone.

My throat burns forming a silent scream, before I feel a pair of arms around me. I slouch back onto him, too tired to care.

I sob loudly, burying my face into the crook of his neck as he whispers sweet words in my ear. The soothing of his words make no difference at all, they only taste bitter to me.

I've lost my hard facade to him.

Out of all people it had to be him, of course.

Maybe he can fix me...

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