OKEY! This chapter is totally me. Sorry it sucks and stuff. I'm not so good at this. Hope you like it c:
Lou's POV
"It's my fault" I said with a heavy sigh. "How the hell is it YOUR fault?" Eleanor practically screamed to get me back to my senses. After Harry locked me out ( and after I cried for half an hour ) I called Eleanor and asked if I could sleep over. Of course, she was more than glad to have me. Though she is furious at Harry, more than before. "You didn't see his face, El" I said with a low voice as flashbacks of Harry's face occupied my mind "He was really hurt" I said as I ran a hand through my hair. I didn't tell her that he cried. Knowing Harry, he would kill me. He always said that crying are for the weak, and he didn't like weak people. He must be beating himself up for crying in front of me.
"Lou. Let me break it down for you" Eleanor said with a frustrated sight. "HE. CHEATED. ON. YOU" She said with a high pitched voice before flopping on the bed next to me. "You don't know that" I said softly, more liek trying to convince myself. See, I know that he's been cheating on me from the start. I know the people he's been with. I know that he was at that Irish's place tonight. But I just didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to admit that I wasn't enough for him anymore. I didn't want to admit that maybe he doesn't love me anymore. Or maybe he never really did.
Eleanor probably felt bad about what she said because she apologized right after hugging me. I was on the verge of crying for hundredth time. I wish it was Harry's arms wrapped around me. I wish it was his scent that I was smelling. I wish it was his curls I burried my face into. And there I go again. The tears starting rushing out again. "JESUS CRIST WILL THEY EVER RUN OUT?" I screamed, frustrated with the tears that kept on coming. I didn't want to cry. Not that I was ashamed of it, but because Harry never liked it. Good thing he wasn't here right now. "It's going to be alright" Eleanor said as she rubbed my back softly "It's Harry, he's going to realize what he's missing and ran back to you" She said with a half-sided smile "You know how he is" She completed.
I nodded. Well, that was true. But usually, I would run away and he would come after me. This time, he locked me out. See the difference. This time he was the one running away. "Wait!" I gasped as I realized something. HE RAN AWAY. That means that I'm the one who's supposed to be running after him, not the other way around. "What's wrong?" Eleanor said confused as I got off the bed and started looking around the room "What are you looking for, Lou?" She said as she walked towards me "My phone. I know I left it here somewhere" I said as I patted my jeans' pockets to check if it was there.
"It's here, silly" Eleanor said as she fished it out of her own pocket. "Oh!" I said remembering that she took it away and turned it off when I was thinking about calling Harry and apologizing. "What do you want it for?" Eleanor said raising a brow suspiciosly. I rolled my eyes "I'm going to call Harry of course BUT I have a good reason" I said with a small grin. Eleanor sighed before handing it to me "It better be good" She said and I nodded not really paying attention to her. As soon as I got my phone I sat at the edge of the bed and brought it back to live.
17 missed calls
9 messaged
3 voicemails
I was honestly shocked. The fact that all of them ( except one message ) were from Harry just made me smile brightly. Eleanor poked her head over my shoulder to take a peak. "Guess he's missing you already" Eleanor said with a small chuckle and I nodded excitedly. I ignored the phone calls and went for the messages.
' Lou I'm really sorry for what I did, I was really out of my mind. Please come back xx '
' If Eleanor won't drive you, I can come pick you up '
' Boo, please answer me, I'm starting to get worried here :( '
' Look, I know I messed up, BIG TIME. But I swear I'll make it up to you xx '
' Why won't you pick up, babe? :( xx '
' Please tell me you're not mad at me '
' Even Eleanor won't answer her phone, please let me know if you're alright xx '
' Lou, I can't take this anymore, I'm coming to pick you up xx '
The last message was from an hour ago. Eleanor's house is only ten minutes away, why isn't he here yet? I let out a soft sigh, before going to hear the voicemails.
' Lou! I know you're mad at me, and I'm truly sorry, can you just come back so we can talk about it? '
' Honestly babe, you're getting me so worried here, I can't even rest. Would you please give me a call when you get this? '
' Hey Lou, I'm on my way to pick you up. I just wanted you to know how sorry I am for everything I put you through. I promise I'll make it up to you. From now on, no more lies. I promise. Boobear, I love you '
