That One Kid Who Doesn't Care

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I'm the kid, who's cool with everything. I act like I don't care about a lot of the things people do.

For example-

I have something that's really big and important to me going on and I invite some friends to share the moment with me.
A few can't come. They have good reasons why they can't come...
But...
One of them, just decides to go somewhere else and hang out with a guy they obviouslly like, but they deny that...
I just tell them I get it, and it's okay, and I don't care 'cause it's their choice.

But honestly
I don't get it.
It's not really okay.
I do care.
It bothers me a lot matter of fact...

But I'm not gonna tell them that.
It's not like they care about it.
They would've come if it were important to them.

I question the friendship. I think about everything in it and I wonder if it's just a phase or if this is the way it's going to die off like all the other good freindships that I've had... Right now I think it's a phase, but I guess we'll see.

I don't tell anyone else it bothers me either.

It'd just be more complaining that people don't want to hear about...

I act like I don't care about a lot of things.

But Really

On the inside

I do.

-That one kid who "doesn't care"

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