it was a pretty simple day....for the most part, feeling alone sucks sometimes you know, well let me give you a run down on 3 major events that happened in my life, starting with the loss of a good friend named skylar, second would be the death of another friend named thomas... i know i know....so many deaths of people i know but the 3rd was the death of me heres why it all started in around the middle of july, imma say the 15th of 2 years ago, i was upset over the death of thomas (a week before that day) i felt so alone and afraid of making new friends so i mostly stayed inside crying, i was forced to go to a place called the teen bridge fyi it is a place were teens go to hang out, anyway, i left around 7:00pm i really wasnt looking forward to it but hey, i was happy to see the world for the first time in a week even though the teen bridge is like 3 minutes from my house, fast forward 1 hours its 8:00 and i met u few new friends and we were playing air hockey cause we were bored as hell, as it was me and my friend tom's turn to go head to head and as we were in the middle of our game, 2 girls walked up and watched us play, we talked as me and tom were playing and i found out i had a crush on one of them, ok ok, sounds dumb with the whole, (love at first sight BS) but hey, i thought she was so beautiful, she had emo girl short hair that was blonde with a strip of red in the front, after the game me, her, her friend and tom walked to the back to a place called the hide away, were we talked alot more my crushes name was annie and her friend was sammy or sam what ever she really wanted to be called but anyway, me and annie sat in one area as sammy and tom sat on the other side of us, me and annie really hit it off and it turned out, shes going through the same stuff as me and for once...i felt happy again. fast forwarding 2 more hours, its now 10:00pm and we were all heading out and i really wanted to stay in contact so i asked for her number and asked if she wanted to hang out sometime, she agreed happily and gave me her number and then walked outside of the teen bridge were her mom picked her up and drove off, now skipping to day 2 me and her texted all day and it was that day i found out she also liked me as well it was at that moment my world changed forever, she was coming over and i was terrified of the what ifs (what if i fuck up, what if i do something bad) i was having a panic attack and i wanted to impress her, its 12:00pm when she pulled into my drive way, i took a deep breath and walked outside to greet her, she hugged me i hugged back (luckly she didnt see me turn 50 shades of red) i asked if she wanted to go to a lake near my house to see a tire swing were she hummbly agreed so we started walking to to the lake while talking a little bit more we got to the lake and i showed her the tire swing, i asked if she wanted to try and she laughed saying no cause she was scared so we found a willow tree and sat under its leaves to the point were we were practically in a room cause the willow's leaves were so dense, me and her talked about past relationships witch slowly lead to her laying her head on my shoulder with my arm around her shoulders, one thing lead to another and we just well..started kissing under a willow tree, typical romance romeo and Juliet crap i know it was, but i was in the moment of the best day of my life and for the minds of some guys, no we did not have sex under the willow tree, skipping an hour of us cuddling and blah blah, we headed back to my house were she was being picked up, fyi we were gone for awhile it was atleast 5:00pm so almost 5 hours, when she got home we texted all night all day for a long time,.. this went on for quite awhile and for once in my life i was in a real relationship, we were happy, we were fine.....until a month later....i found out she had another (FRIEND) named hiro and yes this is were it gets spicy, knowing me and how in love i was, i found out she was talking to him, they would flirt talk and when i asked her about it, she would say, "yeah he is just a friend babe, i promise" and i would believe her cause i didnt wanna fuck up the first relationship i actually liked, but the more and more i noticed him commenting on her instagram profile pics with crap like (you look good babe) or crap like that the more i knew the truth...she was cheating. I feel cold to my knees.... The next day when I saw her, it was a normal day we were hanging out at the booths of the teen bridge, but it all went down hill when I asked About hiro... She looked me in the face and said what? I took a deep breath and repeated my self... As calm as I could and asked her about It, she looked me dead in the face and said "fuck you and left" I was dumb struck... I didn't know what to do, I got up and walked to her to try and explain my self were then she pushed me away and said that she loved hiro... That moment was when.... I died
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