Kim Namjoon.. the boy who hated himself. Not because he wanted to. Not by choice. But by force. He so badly wanted to love himself. He wanted so badly to feel the emotion of happiness and joy. Was it not possible for him? Was he rejected happiness? He sat in the darkness of an alley, which was emptied with no sounds but his hard breathing. He covered his ears as he tried so hard to get rid of the voice inside his head, the one which told him how worthless and worthless he actually was. He felt hands wrap around his wrists, pulling his hands from his ears. He looked up, seeing your face. But he couldn't smile. He only frowned. He couldn't tell you why he was like this. He couldn't. He didn't want to put that weight on your shoulders. Even after you had asked, he brushed it off as nothing.
"I'm fine. Just want to be alone.. I'm okay."
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So, I haven't updated his in awhile so here! I'm going to update maybe one or two more times and then write a chapter for "The Liar and His Lover"!
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