try hard. {yoonseok}

000

"It's wrong, I know, but I don't care anymore, as long as I get to be with you then its all worth it."

I replayed them in my head over an over again, these few phrases that I wish I could've accepted.

You always saw something in me I could never see, nor anyone else, taking your time to unravel me into pieces and then place them back together like a puzzle that was never meant to be solved.

It was the most delicate and beautiful form of self destruction I'd ever seen.

Telling you multiple times that I wasn't worth the pain you were going though and how I wasn't the same person you fell in love with all those times ago, but that never stopped you.

"I could fall in love with all the persons inside you, the old Min Yoongi and this new one."

Why did you try so hard to find me? Did you know I was the pair of sterling scissors that would cut the thread that you were barely hanging onto?

They all used to dissapoint me, but you never did. You were patience, now known as long suffering and you were love but you brought fear with you.

I still believed in you, you pretty thing. I thought you could do it, thought you could complete a puzzle that was me.

But like I said...

You were the most beautiful form of self destruction. However, your destruction was anything but beautiful.

And quite honestly, I don't think I could ever forgive the universe for treating you so badly.