tired
tired of crying
tired of lying about crying
eyes cloudy
feel it deep in my chest
maybe I was a bit crazy to think
that you were any different than
the rest
over the months
it's just gotten worse
more sad moments than happy
but I still wanna love you
never could identify love before
you
label you my first
I look in your eyes
&
I know you see different
as you stare back in mine
I see a soulmate for life
you probably can't even see
a future wife
actions don't even
add up to words anymore babe
you tell me things I want to hear
but they just seem like lies now
... my dear
I want you to be happy
but I want you to be happy with me
if that's impossible
tell me, love
ill be sure to flee
do you ever feel like you're holding on
to something that's not there?
well I've been feeling like that for a
while now
I question if you even care
