~~~chapter 1~~~

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Karter's POV•••
I hate monday's.
Why? You may ask, well because I have to go to school aka torture aka waking up early. the only upside is I get to see casie.

I like her.

More than like her.

She's in my friend group my cousin introduced me to her at her birthday party.

Some days I wish I never met casie, but at the same time I would have never met anyone else as perfect as her.

She makes me happy.

Alright, alright I'll save you from the sappy stuff, I need to get dressed for school and stop getting side tracked.

For today I'm wearing a tøp shirt, with black leggings and converse. Oh yeah, hi my name's Karter, wasn't born with this name but it suits me better than my birth name.

All I need to do is brush my teeth and I'll be on my way too the bus stop.

I looked in the mirror one last time I was good, time to grab my backpack, phone and headphones.

I walked out of my house placed my headphones in and listen to my playlist...
The night we met -lord Huron
Bellyache -bille eilish
Oh Ms believer -twenty one pilots
Colors -Halsey
Liability -lorde
Girls like girls -Halsey kiyoko
Cigarette daydreams -cage the elephant

I love music.

It helps my hopless romantic feelings.

I got to my bus stop finally after and eternity, today was nice it wasn't completely hot but it wasn't completely friget.

The bus pulled up.

"Good morning" I said to my bus driver he just nodded.

I sat in the 4th seat to the right, my usual seat.

I changed the song.

And sat on the inside.

My next bus stop was Cassie's, ha who would have guessed.

It's kinda sad.

Our relationship I mean.

One sided love, as far as I know.

The bus was getting closer.

My heart was pounding.

"I did this to myself"I told myself. I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have.

I got pulled out of my thoughts when the bus stopped.

I saw her walk on the bus.

Something was different.

She cut her hair.

Why? Was all I could think.

"Hey..." Casie said to me as she sat down next to me.

"N-nice hair" I said.

She turned to me and looked me deep into my eyes with her hazel one's.

"Im trans"

"W-what?" I said confused.

"I'm trans, I'm a guy, I go by he/him pronouns and my name's cas"

"C-cas" I said.
I looked out the window I felt, I felt sad.

That he couldn't have told me sooner all this time I've been using she/her pronouns.

I looked back at him.

"Okay Cas"

And I smiled at him.

He returned it, with the smile that I love.

Then a song came on, not a song the song, that I declared to myself I had fallen in love with cas.
The night we met -lord Huron

The song I had danced by myself in my room, the song I had cried too.

He turned to talk to others on the bus.

I loved him even more now if that was possible.

I thought as i sung to the song.

The bus shortly pulled up to the school.

I grabbed my backpack and swung it on my back.

Cas did the same.

"Are you doing anything after school" cas said.

"Nope why?"

"I was wondering if you wanna come over and play with my cats"

I squeaked.

"OF COURSE"

"okay"

When he was walking down the steps to get off the bus I gazed at his features.

Not before i tripped a little and grabbed onto cas.

"It's alright, are you okay".

He asked me I just smiled and nodded we started walking into school.

"I really like you with short hair you look hot"

"Errree I mean you look good...or i mean more masculine, you don't look good, well I me-"

"It's fine thank you"

Why do I always have to screw up around him.

"Well I'll see you later" he said and walked in the opposite direction.

Will he ever get the hint that I'm totally in love with him.

I walked to my locker and unpacked and walked to gym.

~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~

Art.

With him.

He's so good, I say to myself as I gaze at his artwork.

"It looks really good" I say he just looks up and smiles.

I wish I was as talented as him then maybe just maybe I could happen to get him to fall in love with me.

"Your's looks pretty good too I like your art"

My heart started racing.

"Yeah right, mine looks like a toe and I'm drawing a turtle, like how does that even happen" I said and he started laughing.

His smile made me happy.

For the rest of the class we just played around he touched my shoulder.

It made my heart race and I felt my face get hot I tried to hide it.

The bellrung and I grabbed my binder and started to my locker.

I swung my backpack on and grabbed my phone from the front pouch.

And I walked to the bus and saw cas sitting in the seat.

"Hey, can I sit with you"

"Yeah here your gonna have to sit on the inside"

He grabbed his backpack and got out.

I sat in the seat and locked eyes with him.

"Are you excited for after school" he said excitedly.

"Why?"

"Oh my gosh to see my cats" he said in an obvious tone.

"OH, yeah I've missed them" I smiled.

"Yeah they've missed you too"

What did he mean by the cats have missed me?

Who knows but I want to get off this bus.

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This book is fire already.
(Danisnotonfire)
I'm jk
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