When I think about a subject that has always taken hold of my mind, I'd think about love, now I compare that to an abyss. Let's talk about an abyss, now you have a chance to take when you fall into that abyss, you have a chance to see what's in it. Is it endless, does it have a bottom?(The bottom meaning it will end.) You never know unless you take a chance.
Now let's say you don't take that chance, you've no idea what it would have been like to jump into that abyss. Would it have been good, would it have been bad? Really the only problem with this choice is regret. (The regret of not knowing To me the regret of not knowing, is worse than any type of regret.)
Now let's say you've jumped into this abyss , took the chance. Let's say you reach the bottom, and you don't like it, is there regret, no there's a lesson. That lesson not being don't take a chance, but rather did you enjoy getting to the bottom of that abyss. Now let's say you jump into an eternal abyss, a never ending phenomenon of fun, adventure,good, bad ,
etc. You've basically found what you're looking for.This,this will be the story of my abyss, how it began, how it went, and how it ended.