terrible times

Chapter 1

       There once was a girl who knew everything there is to know in the world. She grew up with 6 sisters 5 brothers all younger than her. She couldn't handle it all because they all mostly came her dad and part from her mom. Her dad left her at the age of six and didn't know what to do her mom told her he wasn't coming back for her. She cried everyday waiting for him to come back he never did.

     She grew up to be a mature young lady and found contact with her dad. Whenever she tried texting him he never replied. Then one day he answered she told him how she felt he didn't care, then she got mad and told him off. She lost contact and a few years past he wanted to be in her life she didn't want him to. He hurt them and left and remarried with a girl who doesn't like them.

      She got over it and tried to live a happy life she put a fake smile on her face just to keep tears off her face. She stayed in her room pretending to clean but was crying the whole time. Then her mom found out and ask her why she was crying she didn't want her mom to know. So she lied out of it her mom didn't believe her so she yelled at her.

       She slammed the door and cried because her mom never yelled at her before. Then her step dad who she loved to death and had an awesome time with was healing her heart until one day she was not happy again. Her mom and step dad were fighting behind the door of their room all the time he put his hands on her but she never left him. 

        Her moms friend asked her to go to a carwash with her and she did but she met a guy there. She liked him and he liked her  her mom told her she was not happy then 6 days later her mom and that man met they both were at her moms friends house and her mom spent the night with him and they had sex. Her mom never told her but she found out herself and got mad and never liked the guy.

       Then a couple weeks later her mom and step dad broke up it made her unhappy still. She stared getting upset and started to do bad thing she stared smoking, drinking, and cutting. Then her moms new boyfriend kept spending the night and bring family and friends over to.

     One night it was late at 2 in the morning it was me my mom and her new boyfriend she said her mom said she was going to bed. She didn't believer she heard the door lock and went to her mothers door and was listening to them. She heard them talking, then kissing, then it got to the point where they were having sex. You heard him smack her moms ass, him eating her out, and her sucking his dick. She couldn't handle it she started to shack and cry it went on until 3 in the morning she finally went to sleep. She woke the next morning and didn't talk to her mom her mom got curious and asked her what was wrong she didn't tell her.

     She made it through the day and then she was having bad friend problems on top of it all. She cried and cried and couldn't stop she wanted to cut but she didn't want to ruin her life. 

    She just gave up one day she was tired of her life being ruined she cut herself anyway. It didn't hurt her but it made her cry to know that her life is so horrible that she did it. She thought to herself why is she going to do this if she just lets everything go and try her hardest to live a happy life. She put a fake smile on her face everyday trying to make it real. She guessed it worked because no one noticed and they asked her if she was okay she said she was but she wasn't. Then one day she was tired of her friends and families  bullshit she gave up.

        She thought of committing suicide by hanging herself, but before she could her mom came in and stopped her. She fell into her mothers arms and cried so did her mother, her mom was telling her don't do this please don't do it. Her mom told her sorry for everything that happened in her life. Then after that everything changed and they all lived happily until their dad tried to kill them all.

~sorry not edited~