Her love ain't meant for a thug

Chapter 1

~ Valenica ~

Sitting back wondering is it all worth it. Is it worth fighting for is it worth living for. Is this life something that I truly want for myself.........

Hi my name is Valenica. Valenica Aaliyah Crockmen. I'm 17 years old and live in Greenville south Carolina. I attended Hillcrest high school  where it's nothing but fake gang bangers, wanna be street nigga , burning females and a whole lot of bull shit. I hate it. I hate  the people and I hate the place . Well I wouldn't say hate I would say, dislike.....very much.  All people ever care about is smoking and when the next party is getting thrown. But I can't judge. I smoke and party too. But my reasons are different. Most do it for entertainment. But i , I do it because I know if I don't , I'll sink back into my room in my old dark ways . Ways that almost took my breath away. Ways that's I knew would hurt the ones that so call "love me ". Hmm love. What the fuck Is that ?  I laugh to myself at the last statement as I get knocked out of my thoughts from banging coming from my room door

"VVVVVV YOU BETTER OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR!!!" I rolled my eyes getting up from my bed unlocking the door.

"I done told your ass about locking these damn doors you don't pay no bills so you don't need to be locking shit. Now where your navy blue Nikes at I'm finna be late for work ."

I pointed to the closet as I walked back to my bed to lay down.  I watched as she walked into my closet . No dout my mom was bad ass fuck. Stood at 4"11,  short shaved hair cut but Fuller at the top, with an banging body. Stomach flat as it can be considering all she does is work out. She has full lips big round nose that fit her face perfectly, smooth soft skin that makes you feel so warm. But ayy don't let her fool you know. She crazy.  I watch as she look over her body in my body mirror that I had on the other side of my room .

"How do I look?" Gave her a fake ass smile and a thumbs up. She smiled back at me and I watched as she was walking out my room.

" You need to get up and get ready for school before you miss that bus because umm I can't and I won't take you to school so you need to get your ass up like now. "

I just nodded my head not really giving a fuck what she was talking about I just wanted her out of my room so I could get a little bit more sleep.
I lay fo a few more seconds as I hear the garage door go up and done telling me that she's  left. I sigh heavily as I decided to finally get up. I wasn't really in the mood to be bothered today. I decided to put on my all black Nike leggings, black uggs, black and white Nike shirt , and my all black north face jacket. I laid that out on my bed as I walked to my bathroom in my room and started my shower. I washed up for about 10 minutes before I got out and lotion up and did all my other hygiene. I put my clothes on and the decided to focus on my face now. I'm ugly.  I have dark marks on the right side of my cheek from an allergic reaction I had last year and the scares still refuse to go away. With makeup, I was cute. I have a round face ,full lips, tear drop medium brown eye that  looks golden when the light catch it. I have a define jaw line with a stud and whoop nose piercing on the left side of my nose.  I take some foundation and cover all my marks up. I Pull my 20 inch body way hair back in a ponytail and examine myself in my body mirror. I stand 5'4, skinny, with no ass in  sight. I checked the time a sighed knowing I was finna miss the bus if I didn't hurry my ass up. I grabbed my book bag and ran out the door as the bus was just pull up to my house

"Great another day of this bullshit "

Hello I know this chapter is short but I just wanted to give you guys a little taste if something . if you like it please like and comment idk if I should continue this. Some of this is based off  of a true story with real life events and also wit a little fiction so I do hope you all enjoy it.