my first true love

chapter five

they have me stay for a couple more days i get out 16 hours before my wedding , we runn straight over to the rehersal wedding and then i go over to the hotel i will be staying at and my dad brings me my close and make up and stuff and my vitamins
emma hunny can you sit down over there, i need to talk to sissy"
a tear runes down my face
"ig you hear i was pregnant and you think im irrasponcible bc i cant take care of emma"
no ava i want you to take emma ik she reminds you of ella but she is your daughter and ik its going to be alot and ill wait till you guys move from the one bedroom appartment "
" dad of course ill take her whats wrong why cant you keep emma "
i have to move i lost my job and where im moving i never want emma to see so i have 3 months to move so can you move in thatt time "
"dad i live in a 3 bedroom house after the honey moon ill take emma i just need all the tings you have of hers "
wait can i stay with you until i get a place of my own agsin and i can take emma"
"no dad i want to raise my daughter thank you for taking her for this longand yes you can stay with us but i have to see if shawn and i can belp you out "
i understand but the only one she really know's"
" dad she will be fine , ill talk to shawn after the wedding/ honey moon"
fine ava just fuck up another persons life "
"hey emma your going to come live with me for a little bit in the next week or two is that okay with you "
she nods her head
i make him leave with her and i fall alsleep

noon
knock knock knock
i open up the door its my make up team, dress team and brides maid and maid of honnor oh yeah and emma my flower girl

i jump in the showe and i am out my 12:30 and i get ready more and more as time moves on and at three we are all ready and we head to the church but everything doesnt start till 4:30

i practice my vows all the way to the church

by the time ik it, i am walking down the ille

10 minutes passand its time for vows
"ill go first " he says
i smile
" baby i knew you where goinv to be the one i loved from the first time i meet you at my concert , all of the first dates where majical i am so glade i got you out of anyone and i cant wait to face this journey especally with you being pregnant i love you"
im shocked he just told all of our family and friends that i am pregnant
" i was always your biggest fan before i ever knew that you were the guy i was going to marry , shawn you have made my life the best journey ever, im so hapoy i came to that concert and that i still have the cards and the teddy that you gave me and i am so glade to be called your wife and your other half"
:you may now kiss the bride "
and we kiss like we kissed tge first time and we turned
and then we turned and walked back down the ille now as a marries couple
when we get into the back room we just stare at each other
" why did you tell everyone i am pregnant "
"you no we are and because i figured it would be a good thibg to be filmed "
"shawn filmed , really "
"yes , but atleast i didnt make the decition to let my dad and daughter come live with us "
" i figured dad could keep the place after we move "
" we cant move yet i wanted to wait till after he was born"
"i told you shawn j wanted to bring my son into a forever home"
"ok fine i will look for a house a forever home , because your right i dont want to move while we have a five year old and a new born"
"thank you but i have some news on the baby but ill tell you later when we are on the plane "
"tell me we didnt lose him/her"
"no i wouldnt be trying to get us to move"
i grab a picture out of my bra
"its twinz..." i say
he smiles and lites up
" how long have you been hiding this "um 48 hours remeber the final sonogram i got well we seen one she seen two and i got tge pictures before we left so really about 14"
he pulles me in and i smile
" i got you a wedding gift "
i had him the box with all 3sets of sweats and shirts and he laughts and then he hands me a box and it had a nice dress and a necklace
"baby is this for the honey moon "
" no just for when ever, its ok there is more at home but they are all maternity close "
"no omg i love you "
"so when we get back we get to find out the genders"
"actually no not with multiple i mean the doctor thinks its a boy and a girl"
"really"
"yes but knowing my luck its going to be two girls"
"hey even if it is ill be happy"
"yeah i will be too"