As I walk home I start think about telling my mom what had happen. No I said to myself I should just keep it to myself. I'm finally home. (Grabbing a note from the door.) sweetheart me and your dad went shopping keys under the welcome mat love mom. I'm home alone now I'm even more scared.
I'm really sleepy I think Ima go lay down for a bit. Sounds of glass breaking come from the kitchen. I open my eyes to see her at the end of my bed.
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She was just looking at me. My heat stop beating for a second. Cut do it she said. You can't hide from your past. No I can't I can't I scream. My thoughts. I feel the scares on my arms from where I cut. I use to self harm that me is gone. Do it it'll make this all go away. I ran to my bath room. Pull out my blades.
I dropped the blade in fear I couldn't believe what I'd had done. I was turning into the old me. My mom walks in the bath room. Sweetie. Oh my gosh honey. I start crying my mom grabs my arm while cleaning it. She wraps it up. Then hugs me. I'm going to call the doctor to get you back on your depression meds. It all going to be ok she says to me
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Honey. I just got off the phone with the doctor. Your dads headed to pick up your meds mom yelled from the kitchen. She walks in my room. Mom do you hate me for what I did. She's shocked. No honey I'll never hate you it was a mistake you probably didn't realize what you were doing until it was done . And honey it was my fault for leavening you home alone.
Now come eat. Mom. Yes hun. Can I sleep with you tonight. Of course.
