Half Way There (ON HOLD)

Complicated (12)

Hows everyone so far ♥️ condolences to those who had lost a loved one ♥️ Happy birthday to you and hope you have a blessed day ♥️ Happy anniversary for you and your partner ♥️ Hope everyone is okay and stay safe ✨

Look at the end of the chapter and you'll see something different, I promise.💫

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Harry~

I have come to a point that I actually had feelings for Mariana, at first, I didn't want them because I thought I had feelings for Miley, Well Miley had powers, not magical ones but power over the mind she made me fall in love with her. Making me think that I can change her but really she was a fraud.

Mariana Gomez

She was different, she was not type of girl that I would go for. I would usually go for blonde, but Miley was the first brunette girl I have had feelings- but that not the point, the point is I'm having deep feelings for Kayla and to state that the kiss we had was a terrible mistake. " What do you mean ?" I looked at her all the sadness in her eyes. What did I do wrong.? "Harry, I have a boyfriend." She looks down to her hands that are laid on top of her legs. She had a boyfriend this whole time ? I don't know what to think of but I said "Did the kiss mean anything to you?" I looked sincerely at her waiting for her answer. She looks up at me, I hope it meant something to her because it sure as heck did to me.

Mariana~

The kiss meant a lot to me but I can't hurt Caleb even more because I have done enough by thinking of stuff that I shouldn't be doing but to my boyfriend.

"No." *you fucking idiot*

"Then that all to it" Harry looked sad but then covered up his emotion by putting up an angry facial, he got up and walked away I got up and ran to him " Harry please don't make this difficult as is" He looks at me with confusion .... And disgust. "You're the only one who made this decision Mariana, don't ever, blame it on me, cause I wasn't the one who kissed someone while I was in a relationship." he turns around and walked back into school. I could see his figure going smaller and smaller then he vanished into the building. I felt a tear slip down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away. I started walking into the building and check my phone for the time and to see that it going onto Period 4.

I sighed and went to Music, which I had with Kayla. Music was contained by Miley trying to ask if I was okay and I kept saying I'm fine. But it was all done even period 5 was done but Miley wasn't there. Heard she went home because she was 'fustrated'.

Now I was sitting in front of the t.v with an chocolate mint ice cream in a very big bowl. While watching Teen Titans Go, it made me smile a bit but then and l felt like my body had just fallen off s cliff and then I felt my underwear wet. Oh for fucks sake mother nature why now. I got up and put the bowl on the side table and was heading upstairs to go a shower.

When I got upstairs I noticed mum's room had the drawers opened and couple of clothes out of it and the cupboard opened with one of the suitcase gone. I looked at my phone to see a 4 missed calls from mum and a message that included she's gone on- yeah you guessed it. But she just got back from a work trip. I sighed and was surprise that she is going for another 4 weeks I shook my head side to side and walked into my room and got my fluffy towel that was on a side door to my dressing cupboard. I brang my phone with me and when I got to the bathroom I put on a song, I turned on the water in the tub and putting it to warm temperature letting itself rinse before putting the lid on the hole to block any water going down the tube.

I smiled and remembered that Johnny bought me a couple of bathing bombs. I walked into the room and grabbed it, that when I felt a trail of water going down my legs. I hurried in the bathroom and locked my door and to see the tub nearly full and I opened up my circular ball that had the bomb inside and flopped it into the warm water. The now clear water was changing into a solid black color, which I LOVE LOVE LOVE SO MUCH, I stopped the water from running and I turn to the corner that had another shower, you see, we have two sets of things a tub and a shower.

I turned the shower on and started undressing myself and when I was done I got in, very lucky that it warm now, I grabbed a soap and started to wash myself and I rinsed myself off. I turned off the shower and grabbed my towel and made my way into the tub I let loosed the towel and hopped into the warm hint of cold water surround itself around me. I sighed, realizing it what I do a lot, and listened to the song that was on, I hummed to it and bobbed my head with the song.

I can see your halo,
halo,
halo,
Ooohhh

Hit me like a ray of su- I opened my eyes to find a bird who just casually threw itself against my window, have me a fright, but I was  curious on what it did to do that. I giggled and closed my eyes again. Releasing a sigh and relaxed.

I then thought about Harry, our kiss and then our argument, I could say Harry was a good kisser himself. But what I did was unacceptable and plain rude not only in myself but o the relationship between me and Har- Caleb.

Ughhh Why is life so complicated. *Sister, girl, you made it complicated with your decisions* I sighed and agreed with my thoughts, for once.

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Thank you for reading, well this is a tad bit different. Can I have yous all to comment a question and wait for someone to comment and answer your question, that way, we could all get to know each other. Anywho stay safe and alive Loves ♥️♥️ p.s sorry for the short chapter

-A.N.S