Love is not always a fairytale

Chapter 6

Jesy POV

I try not to tear up again. to be honest I don't know why I just miss my home right now. All the bad things has happened there but that has made me stronger. Yea I know I was...

"Are you ok? You seem like you didn't want to come." Niall interrupted my thoughts.

I'm still looking out the window I don't want him to see my watery eyes right now. I take a deep breath and blink a few times then I look at him. "Yes I'm fine, if I didn't want to come I wouldn't let you take me out of the house" I chuckle. He stops at the red light and then looks at me. His worried face turned into a smile. There is just something about this boy that makes me forget about everything. I look into his eyes and I get lost in them. I smile and look away.

"You are beautiful Jesy, don't be shy with me. You're going to be shy with me after what we did in your room?" He asks.

I close my eyes and replay what we did. It felt endless. "haha your funny Niall, I'm not going to be shy. it's just that I want to take things slow you know? we literally just met." I hope he doesn't take this as a oh she just friendzoned me.

He chuckles. "I know, don't worry I will wait. anyways are you hungry or do you want to explore right way?" The light turns green and he drives into Manchester city.

I'm hungry but I don't feel like eating anything. "Well I'm a bit hungry, where do you think is a good place to eat here?" I ask politely.

"Well there's Nandos."

"Oh my gosh yes! I haven't eaten that in a long time"

"Haha you got very excited there."

"Oh...im sorry" I blush and look out the window while he drives to nandos.

"Haha it's ok it's not like I'm going to hate you for being excited."

I roll my eyes and stick my tongue out to him. He sees that I stuck out my tongue and he kisses me once again. this time he is shocked. I try not to smile, but I hated the awkward moment so I just bursted out into laughter. he looks at me all confused.

"Why do you look so shock? remember what you did to me in the room?" I smirk.

He shyly smiles. woah what? Niall is shy? Awwwww I never seen him like this. I give him a kiss on the cheek. I wrap my fingers with his. I'm moving things to quick. I hate myself.

Niall POV

She grabs my hand and intertwine her fingers with mines. I try to hide the smile that I have. I have only known her for a few hours and I'm starting to like her more and more every mintue. We arrive at Nandos.

We enter the restraunt and wait until we are seated. I would love to take her Hand again but i have to take things slow. I look at her and she's looking somewhere else I focus on her. I can't find a flaw in her. Those perfect green eyes looking out the window, her curly hair falls perfectly over her shoulder, and those lips that I would kiss them all day if she'd let me. while I'm distracted looking at her the waiter comes.

"Hello my name is John and I will be your waiter for today. Do you want to start off with the drinks?"

"I will have lemonade" Jesy says

"I will have one beer please"

"Alright one beer for you and a lemonade for the beautiful girl." the waiter says.

Jesy smiles but looks at me instead. I smile back, the waiter leaves and seconds later he is with the drinks.

"I didn't know you drink you look like the type of guy that wouldn't drink at all."

"Well everyone has a dark side" I chuckle and take a sip of my beer.

Jesy's POV

"Well everyone has a dark side" Niall chuckles and takes a sip of his beer. I smile trying to hide the pain.

"Yes that's true, so that's all of your dark side? Or just a little tiny bit of it?" I ask. Oh my I shouldn't have asked...then he's going to ask me what my dark side.

"Haha maybe that's just a bit of it, but it wouldn't be the dark side anymore if I would tell someone" he smiles and smirks at me.

"Oh I understand you just trying to keep your dark side a secret. I see"

"Really and what's your dark side? not the whole thing just the bit of it just like me."

Great. of course this always happens. "well I drink too, that's part of my dark side" I had to atleast say something.

"Haha that kind of obvious"

Wait what? how? I'm drinking lemonade. "hehe what do you mean?" I'm confused.

"Well you have tattoos which kinda makes you a badass, in a good way also when I ordered the beer I saw your eyes lighten up a little. haha it's like just the word beer makes you tipsy already." Niall explained very well.

"Haha that's funny. well yea that's my little bit of my dark side." I drink a little more of my lemonade.

"Since I already knew that can I get another dark side detail from you?" Niall asked. oh great! Yes of course I'm also going to tell you that I fucked almost everyone at my school because that's the only thing that made me feel special. Oh wait there's more! Not only my school but basically my whole town! Yes I fucked almost every single guy in Essex because it made me feel so special.

Niall interrupts my thoughts. "don't worry you don't have to tell me if you don't want me to know. sorry if I was pushing you to far." he looks worried.

"Haha it's ok, lets just say that's my dark side for now." I give him a fake smile.

"Ok!" He smiles back.

We talked and talked it seemed for hours we didn't even finsh our food and we didn't have time to actually go anywhere and explore Manchester. well atleast I have Perrie and Jade to take me here again.

*****

On the way back to the flat the drive was silence. The thing that was on was the radio. All of a sudden The Fray how to say a life comes on. Without noticing I start singing along.

"Woah, just woah!" Niall is shocked at me I guess?

"What? oh my! Was I singing? oh gosh I'm so sorry I didn't mean to sing that bad! Why didn't you stop me!" I say quickly.

"Haha don't me silly! You have an amazing voice! Where did you get that from?" He looks so excited.

"I don't where I got it from haha I just like singing. you really think I'm good?" I'm surprised because I don't really sing infront of people.

"No your not good. you are amazing! woah I can't believe My girl that can sing like an angel." he smiles but then stops when he realized what he actually said. "I'm sorry i meant a friend that could sing."

"Haha it's ok." I blush and then realize that we are already at my flat. "Anyways thank you for taking me out to eat it was nice. haha even though we didn't really see any of Manchester. It was nice. also Thank you for driving me here to my flat earlier I can't thank you enough."

"Your welcome babe. hey actually tommorow we are having a party at our flat. Perrie and Jade I think they are going. you should join with them tomorrow." Niall says.

"Yea ok I will be there!"

"Great see you tomorrow then!" he smiles and reaches out his hand for a hand shake. really a handshake? Haha.

"See you!" I reach out for his hand and then I feel him pull me closer and feel his soft lips on mines. Haha this guy is smart. I like that.

*****authors note*****
Wow! I'm sorry I haven't updated since forever! But of course being a freshman in high school is really hard for me. haha I would love if I get feedback! Please! Love you loads! Xx