A New Beginning(TamakixHaruhi)

Haruhi's emotions...(p.o.v Haruhi)

        There is only one week left until the end of high school. I have still been in the host club even though Tamaki payed for the vase and many other things I have broke. I have not been able to see Tamaki as much as I used to. Maybe that is for the best. I care about him a lot and I know I may seem cold and rude at times but he has always has been there for me and part of me hopes he feels the same way about me. I still remember the day that he almost left the school...and the club for good. Thinking about that makes me feel...sad. I could not stand losing him forever. Part of me felt like he shouldn't care about me as much as he does. I had felt strange when he would look at me almost as he would see a completely different person. He has always been that way....He could have married a princess yet he chose to stay with us. Enough with those sappy thoughts I need to pay attention to class so I will be able to graduate.

           After class Hikaru and Kaoru rushed towards me asking me "Are you okay" over and over again. It was probably because they are still not used to me getting lost in my own thoughts...and to think I have known them for over three years. "Yes I am okay." I responded. " I have just been worried about....never mind"I added. "Haruhi I hope you know that we are here for you when you need us" Kaoru exclaimed. "I know...I know" I replied sounding slightly irritated. 

      I do not want to bother them with my emotions. They have plenty to worry about...I do not want to add to there problems. 

       After I arrived home from school I decided to talk to "dad" before heading to my room to finish my homework. I walk over to her shrine and start to say "Mom I still miss you very much...I wish you could be here so I could talk to you face to face about what is going on...I want to be able to hang out with my friends after high school but I can't go to law school and be with them. I really want to be able to be with my friends...Hikaru, Kaoru, Kyoya, Honey Senpai, Mori.....and Tamaki. But I can't decide. I want to do this for you but what friends will I have if I go to a different school."  I touch my cheek and feel tears rolling down my face.  

     All of a sudden I hear a thud at the door. Without any hesitation I walk to the door and check to see who it is...It's Tamaki. I open the door before wiping away my tears. "I heard what you were saying to your Mother" Before I could say another word Tamaki was giving me a hug. I guess they finally let him come here alone. "The twins called me and told me how you have been acting strange lately." he added. "I wish you would start telling me how you are feeling" he hesitated. 

    I walked him into the living room. "Do you want anything to drink"I babbled. "No I'm fine...I came here to talk to you....like I said I heard what you said earlier and I feel like your not telling anyone and it makes me sad to see you act like someone who'm you are not ."he confessed. 

     "Fine...lately I have been feeling that I might like you in a way...more than just friends, but I am afraid you will not want to like me in the same way....so I hide my emotions to keep what we have. I want you to be happy....and"i whisper. Than he cuts me off. " Haruhi I have been in love with you for years, and that will never change."he answers. Than all of a sudden his face turns bright red and he starts to say "and if you want to be more than friends....I would have no complaints."  All of a sudden i put my hands over my face so he will not see that I am blushing as well. He puts one knee on the floor and begins to say "since your too shy to ask I guess I will have to ask instead. Haruhi will you be my girlfriend?" he asks. before I can answer my dad bursts into the room seeing Tamaki on one knee in front of me." "What do you think you are doing"he begins to scream. He than proceeds to throw Tamaki into the wall. "She is not even out of high school yet you filthy pig, you better not think I will let this slide"he begins to yell even louder. 

      After a bit...my dad starts to run out of things to yell at him about. As I walk him out the door I whisper"yes".  And he turns around and smiles. And than i laugh because of the odd foot mark on his face.